Disorder | Rating

Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Very High

Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High

People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Narcissistic: High

Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. Narcissists tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.

Avoidant: High

Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. Avoidants are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidants yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.


This contrasts the previous one o_O


Dependent: High

Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. Dependents often remain in abusive relationships. Over-sensitivity to disapproval is common. Dependents often feel helpless and depressed.

This should so be Low can D:

Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate






Some non-diagnostic test on the internet. Take it here.

I suddenly recalled this sms I got from chaohsien last time

"Just now I was watching some HSM advertisement and I thought 'knn cheesepie why my 'High School' life not like that one :("


looooooool D: that's life for you.

SALLY IS EXTREME! LIKE DINOSAURS EXPLODING. ♥ says:
chiu ish cannot change the past
but chiu can decide your own future

You need the strongest mind and will to keep to this logic.


So this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
And if it ends today
Well I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

Well this is not your fault
But if I'm without you
Then I will feel so small
And if you have to go
We'll always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

If you run away now,
Will you come back around?
And if you ran away,
I'd still wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright.

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

I'll wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright
I'll wave goodbye tonight

夢の続き　追いかけていたはずなのに
曲がりくねった　細い道 人に躓く


あの頃にみたいにって　戻りたいわけじゃないの　なくしてきた空を
探してる
分かってくれます様に　犠牲になった様な　悲しい顔は
やめてよ


罪の最後は涙じゃないよ　ずっと苦しく背負ってくんだ
出口見えない感情迷路に
誰を待ってるの
白いノートに綴った様に　もっと素直に吐き出したいよ
何から逃れたいんだ
現実ってやつか


叶える為に生きてるんだって
忘れちゃいそうな 夜の真ん中
無難になんてやってられないから
帰る場所もないの
この想いを消してしまうには
まだ人生長いでしょ　懐かしくなる
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん


謝らなくちゃいけないよね　ああ ごめんね
うまく言えなくて　心配かけたままだったね


あの日抱えた全部　明日抱える全部
順番つけたりはしないから
分かってくれます様に　そっと目を閉じたんだ
見たくないものまで見えんだもん


いらない噂にちょっと　初めて聞く発言どっち
向かい合ったら友達だって
嘘はやめてね
深いハートが苛立つ様に　体ん中燃えているんだ
本当は期待してんの
現実ってやつか


叶える為に生きてるんだって
叫びたくなるよ 聞こえていますか
無難になんてやってられないから
帰る場所もないの
優しさにはいつも感謝してる
だから強くなりたい　進む為に
敵も味方も歓迎じゃん


どうやって次のドア開けるんだっけ　考えてる
もう引き返せない物語始まってるんだ
目を覚ませ　目を覚ませ



この想いを消してしまうには
まだ人生長いでしょ
やり残してることやり直してみたいから
もう一度行こうか

叶える為に生きてるんだって
叫びたくなるよ 聞こえていますか
無難になんてやってられないから
帰る場所もないの
優しさにはいつも感謝してる
だから強くなりたい　懐かしくなる
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん





IN BEFORE THE LOCK!

WHALE EXPLODES IN TAIWANESE STREET IN 2004 LOL


1 week countdown to the worst holiday ever!

1. Studying for midyears
2. Project Work

But ehhh. got 402 gathering rehhh1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111oneoneoneoneo

Cmon 1T36 keep going go pia for midyears ok. lol.

LEVEL 26 ON RESTAURANT CITY 1 MORE LEVEL TO GO OKAY I WIN THE INTERNET

Walan no inspiration to blog again.




I want many many many many things right now.

I shall edit this post cause spamming new posts is quite douchy




101 Ways To Annoy People


1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly.

2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage."

3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."

4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..."

5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others.

6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. <>


Do I wanna be the first guy?

Today all moi EDMW butties de father ish all strike Toto worx.


http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2371340

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2371324

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2371051

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?p=37838436

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2371382

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2371386

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2371374

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2371385

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?p=37838878

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2371384

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2371408

Best news of the year, greater than Mas Selamat's Capture.

Propoganda song by our brilliant elites.


歌词：
也许我一个人
不能成就一番大事业
但我尽力贡献一份微薄的力量

也许我自己
不能发出万丈光和亮
但我能为斗室带来足够的光芒

我从来都不在乎
自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福

看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实

我从来都不在乎
自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福

看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实

我从来都不在乎
自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福

看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实


They actually repeat the song chorus 3 more times than i pasted, but I guess third time's the charm :D

Part 1 of 5.




This has some stuff taken out of context, but who cares.

Are you expected to change to suit the needs of others?

Or do you simply force your personality upon them until they comply?

Sometimes I wish they would all shut up and fade to invisibility.


Then at least I don't have to see what I don't want to.


But then the banter goes on and on,


really brings back the notion that I shouldn't be here.

Don't get in my way.

You whom would blast mindless noises into my surrounding air.

Stop distracting me.

So I may take my rightful place over all of you.

Just stay one notch beneath me, always.

姉さん.


Please continue to share your story.


The one of effort and sweat.


To attain your dreams.




I will earn them.

Don't you love eurobeat songs, like, those from the CD compilation "BEST 1999".

Tarzan. Butterfly. Taxi Driver(Calcutta). Boom Boom Boom Boom. We're going to Ibiza.
Don't these songs just make you wanna go DUUNS DUUNS DUUNS DUDUDUDUUNS DUUNS DUUNS DUDUDUDUUNS DUUNS DUUNS..


Restaurant city! Everyone! Let's all grab our web browsers and headover to Minami-ke at restaurant city! Remember to leave your eggs, salads, and tomatoes there :)


A random video.




Next video, Hosaka's curry song!





Singapore also has a new applicant for the man with Thickest Skin. It's none other than our DPM Mr Wong!(who Can't Sing). After shrugging all responsibility in Mas Selamat's escape, he now claims the glory for Malaysia's Police Force triumph of capturing the fugitive! Since its a matter of international security, you can't beat that! Apparently he was "overcome with emotion" when people sent him SMSes of congratulations.

Let us peasants continue to shower him with our notsohard-earned taxpayer money by increasing his 2.5m/year pay! What better way to celebrate the capture! :D


By increasing minister pay, (and letting them increase it by themselves), we are actually ELIMINATING corruption leh! so Zai! Singapore Boleh! :)

LOL wow you are getting very very emo. But look man you are not alone. All of us are in this tgt if you think abt it. Im gonna get blasted tml by teacher coz shes being an ass. But im trying to cope with it by koping power from others LOL sounds vry chian but hor 2 years vry fast one lets get it over and done with den have reunion parties every week LOL

you're emo-ing. sleep well have a fun dream then forget about your unhappiness, wake up go school and eat something yummy :D or subway ^^

...you are emo.Lol.why so gloomy? be positive! :D everyone's life is unpredictable, none of us are in full control. so might as well take wat comes with a smile and make sure you do it well(: make life worth living! that's my philosophy of life!

UGH! ARE YOU OKAYY? >.<>
ahhh jc sucks, but u're here alr. once in awhile, i'll think if i made e right choice cuz im lifeless n it sucks. when i look at e poly ppl they look so relaxed. but u know whattt. God put u here for a reason, u may not know it, it may seam more lk a torture but he'll not put u thru sth tt isn't gna contribute to e larger picture of ur life. pppl ard may suck but u're thr t get As man! :D Cheer up k? ;)


Actually everyone of us will enjoy God's blessings. But then we always let like the negative things overshadow them. But that's not our fault.

Bad things, when they happen, spread over our mood like how boiled aqueous sodium acetate will freeze when given some electric charge. It's pretty quick and stuff, and the effects are absolute. You probably gotta wait a few hours for that whole mass of ice to unfreeze.

However. for the most part, we'll always feel a lot better if we could turn back the clock. I spent the past 3 or so months thinking about what it would be like to change my life so I never entered CJC.

I don't know why I can't blog properly nowadays, like I always get MASSIVE inspiration, then I have to go to school, then I forget everything cause I come home and sleep + play restaurant city.

anyway, I want eggs~


Review! aka the most unprofessional reviews ever.

X men origins : Wolverine

Okay, deadpool, gambit, sabretooth, check. CGI 8/10. Action 8/10. Win.


Zac Efron 17 again.

Watch it :D It's funny, has nice script.

Sally's got a gun! :D


one of the 3 dreams I had the other day was Jiahao wearing some oversized green checkered shirt over a white one barefoot running desperately across a ninja-warrior-esque desert obstacle course. Me her bryan and yishuo stood over the giant 60+ inch LCD screen showing him take careful steps at a sprinting pace, with our arms folded and in the most indignant manner ever.


I love my dreams LOL