pull on my heart's trigger; oh yeah



Friday, August 31, 2007 6:21 pm



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8i_KC0f0_Fg&mode=related&search


Haven't seen a decent non-comedy video on youtube in a while. credits to amber who put this on her blog

after school today(which was basically a LOT of slacking) went to watch the guys play soccer, didn't really play. wanted to sleep, in the end, I went home without so much as touching the ball.

Gah, nothing much to write about nowadays. Mind is just a void, nothing inside, nothing seems to be coming in either. Stupid me.

Yesterday, I dreamt that I was the 7th Espada. LOL. im not kidding. Then I fought with Nnoitora because he was abusing Tesla. It was really like standard anime drama. I kept getting up and shouting across the giant halls of Las Noches. Then it was only until I reminded Nnoitora that Aizen would retire Tesla should he be injured to certain extents.

Its quite hard to respond to certain names indifferently, but I always do it huh. No one could guess anything at any given time, they'd be horribly wrong.



Thursday, August 30, 2007 10:24 pm



Yay updated blog a bit.

I took out The River lest I be labelled some standard emo. I'm not emo, I put cheerful Japanese song that you can't understand :D

Today after school went out to jurong point and watched 1408 with Jungui Liyin and Weichong. Great movie, I could tolerate it despite it being horror. At first I considered watching Ratatouille with chao sally and amanda, but I pangseh.

After that went to KFC, there weren't much places left, so everyone ended up sitting in a line with no table in between. Chao's junior joined us for a while, his name was Wai Hoong, he's a freaking pimp lol. 3 friends coming and they were all girls, he claimed there were 30 girls coming and didn't seem to realise he would be the only guy.

Took 180 back, saw a lot of teacher lookalikes on the bus :O



Wednesday, August 29, 2007 4:31 pm






ARE YOU ****ing ready?!?


READY STEADY CAN'T HOLD ME BACK
READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK
READY STEADY NEVER LOOK BACK
LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GO

fukitonde yuku fukei korugaru you ni mae e
kurushi magure demo hyouteki wa mou minogasanai

ate ni naranai chizu yakute shimaeba ii sa
uzumoreta shinjitsu kono tenohira de tsukami torou

muchuu de (hayaku) kake nukete kita
urusai kurai ni harisake sou na kodou no takanari
hibite (yonde) iru kimi no koe
koko de tachidomaru you na jikan wa nai sa
READY STEADY GO

kazoe kirenai kizu kakae konde ite mo
chotto yasotto ja tamashi made wa ubawasenai
ano oka no mukou de kimi ni deaeta nara
nani kara hana sou sonna koto bakari omou yo

muchuu de (hayaku) kake nukete kita
urusai kurai ni harisake sou na kodou no takanari
hibite (yonde) iru kimi no koe
koko de tachidomaru you na jikan wa nai sa
READY STEADY GO

READY STEADY CAN'T HOLD ME BACK
READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK
READY STEADY NEVER LOOK BACK
LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GO

kokoro wa (hashiru) ano sora no shita
karamawari suru kimochi ga sakebi dasu no o tomerarenai
kimi made (todoke) kitto ato sukoshi
atsuku hizashi ga terasu kono michi no mukou
READY STEADY GO
(Ahh)PLEASE. TRUST ME.




Tuesday, August 28, 2007 9:24 pm



MapleSea gonna release 4th job :O

Today was, sian. My leg was hurting the whole day, then PE i just ran around and slacked lol. English was boring, wrote some proposal, Australia > Housefly land.

Then Chinese lesson was also compo writing ._.

Although I did find out, all 报章报道 can use the exact same paragraphs in the intro word for word. I thank that person from 403 who wrote that, half of 3/2 is copying your work now.

Bio Spa was pointless, our potatoes didn't change length, I ended up making up values. Some people drew a straight line graph with 0 gradient. Some drew a best fit line. Jeremiah drew a Cosine curve.

The financial literacy lesson was just freaking boring. Aeroplanes, our group pokai. yayay no $$$$$$$

Scolded some sec1 for screwing around during vesper. Funny.

I hate EOYs, bloody hell spoiler us from 1 month advance. So we're left with Sound for Physics, Respiration for Biology, Alcohols and Carboxylic acids for Chemistry, a shit lot of Trigo for Amaths, nothing for Emaths, Development in nations and Managing conflicts for Geog and SS respectively. Why do I bother remembering.

Bring on the stress. I'm now 22nd in class, finally fighting on par with the likes of Jessabelle and Meilin. Not going to fall back during EOY.



Sunday, August 26, 2007 1:32 pm






Lol. Real life is stranger than fiction.

So, I'm hoping to help yijo film more ninja videos. Featuring a 'Juggernaut'

Argh, my leg hurts after walking through bukit batok central and bukit panjang plaza while fending off nanhuarian after nanhuarian. I have like 6 stickers on my body now.

Yesterday went to Orchard with mom, she bought me new levi's shoes! :D :D :D

then after that I went to cine to look around, there's this shop on the second floor that wasn't there the last time I came. I went in and saw one bunch of funny shirts. "Master Baiters get the best catches"

Then after that went to Marina bay, played the arcade there, DYNAMITE COP. ANCIENT GAME ftw

Met Jieming Hoongjia and Nicky for bowling. Fun lol. I can't handle anything more than 10 pounds. Nicky funny when he bowl lol, hoongjia got chicken wing problem. Weichong came, and after our game they went to play pool.

Picked Sally up from the bus stop and went back to the pool place. Then went down to pick Yishuo but he wasn't there and we found Jack instead. Apparently Yijo dropped damn far away
Then he tio Maledict + Doom + Poison Nova + perma decrepify. That damage is as follows

{ ([90 x 16] + [143x12]) + ([90x16] + [143x12]) x 1.2) } X 1.4

= 9720.48 + silence for 116 seconds. GG. Its even more but I toned down the calculations so it wouldn't seem so bad.

Lol, who wants to see the result of adding Dong fen into Yongtaufoo soup?
._. right..........



Yay, thinking too much again.



Wednesday, August 22, 2007 4:08 pm



ANIME SHOWCASE

Naruto : Shippuuden



Hayate the Combat butler



Full Metal Alchemist



Rurouni Kenshin(This video was made quite well)


Digimon Savers



One Piece



The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya



Bleach



lolol



Sunday, August 19, 2007 11:11 pm



Been to 2 services in 2 days. Church of Singapore[Bukit Timah] and back to FCBC. Haha, happy 21st birthday btw. chengyun LOL, he looked super blur on the screen

Drum lesson was fun! Somehow I found everything very easy(o.O) then I was like letting go all the way. Plaza sing had some campus superstar autograph session, people lining up like morons to enter when entering by the main entrance would be a better choice and plus you dont cut into any line.

Had dinner at Carls' Jr. alone after I found out movie had been cancelled. got the western bacon cheese again :D upsized. Then some of JT's cell found me there LOL.

Maybe I'm finally setting myself straight with religion. I've heard Alex's story, its really a type of miracle story =X but yeah, its real great it happened.

In essence, my father God is out there, everywhere. I'd just want to share his blessing to me with the rest of the world.





Haha, and definitely her, too.



Friday, August 17, 2007 3:21 pm



Happy birthday! Jack-se. lol


Common tests are over. Just when I thought I was actually improvement I had social studies beat me back down to size.

Chem MCQ not bad though, I got like 10/15, quite good considering it was taught by *ahem*. NEVER MIND, HAHA.

Mrs Leuar despise me lol, she put me away from jihang beside xiahao, then after that she told us to sit at the back. Which incidentally I hate. But I'm like beside Jack.

But its like, we're just going to talk like crap and keep talking and not pay attention. Not that xiahao is going to bother, he's still going to sleep. T.T Someone please change seat with me T.T

So today after lunch 3/1 - 6 went to auditorium for financial planning programme. Stupid, I knew almost half of what Adrian Tan was talking about. Lolol, maplestory makes you read. AND SPEAKING OF MAPLESTORY.

Tonight, I begin to write a new diary. Not sure how long it'll be, but its MY STORY after all. rofl.
I am born the proud healer/buffer of 3/2. yay. jieqiang audrey zhiwei nicky cherhan weiren liyin boonbin jungui. HAHA. Let's make a guild, hopefully soemthing like Hunternin. the success of it anyway.

KazenoYaiba is dead, AdelheidX is coming of age. And jolly ol' 157er is missing in action. Haha, probably 160++ now.

Maplestory, sure takes me back.



Thursday, August 16, 2007 7:56 pm



I swear you will die if you don't watch this.




Wednesday, August 15, 2007 9:40 pm




Ogi : Amakakeru Ryu no Hirameki

Memoirs of a show I used to watch in primary 1. It was an attack performed by going beyond God speed, "shinsoku". In case you're still being blur, I'm being real sarcastic about the timely arrival of this certificate which I don't really give a flying fuck about now.


There you have it, Nii sen roku nen. Two thousand and six. 二零零六 年。

I suddenly thought of when I first began this blog a year ago. I wrote in it as if it was some public announcement forum to everyone, but it wasn't. I sounded really stupid back then, maybe i still do now, haha.

This blog is the only diary I have, if the internet goes Matrix I'm doomed to forget almost everything about my life T.T

Nah, I'll tend to remember unnecessary details about everything, possibly blurt them out one day and hurt everyone around me.

But when that happens, I really hope there'll be those few friends I can turn to. But they say, the higher the hope, the bigger the disappointment.


Good-bye days



Tuesday, August 14, 2007 4:55 pm



I have no idea whether I actually want to talk about common tests or not.

On the lighter note, Kendric and I passed our Chinese. Lol :D We r happi bois

English was somewhat tough, but Miss Kali set the paper ._. Emaths is total gg, i think half the level will fail. The other half will get around 30. But the first question is damn easy can, lol. I can get the 3 marks! :D (5/13) + (-12/13) = (-7/13) YAY

Geog, sigh. Can you imagine I wrote coastal dune as a COAST PROTECTION METHOD, for a HISTORICAL bay. What do you expect to keep there lmao, sand?

Tomorrow is GG day. I love chemistry, WOW. I have My Chemical Romance.

GO HERE

TODAY WE CUT SHEEP HEART YAY


That'll be 20,000,000 yen please.
It looks like fish meat right ._. LOL. Jk, its a real sheep's heart, and IT SMELLS LIKE CRAP. ITS COLD, ITS CLAMMY, AND IT WON'T SUBMIT TO THE BLOODY SCAPEL. Surprisingly some of the girls were less hesitant to impale it upon their fingers than me.

Bring the rest on babeh, unpredictable tests that will never be liked by anyone.



Sunday, August 12, 2007 2:09 pm



Yesterday after like duno how much stoning in the morning, yishuo decided to come over.

Damn stupid, I just took out the pullout bed and turned on aircon, and he was damn shocked when he saw the Panic! at the Disco scores, the ones that are impossible to play.

So we studied, we actually studied. And he was right, one more person and we would have gotten nothing done. Hah, I revised chemical calculations + coasts. Not bad, all while listening to music and watching Proposal Daisakusen. Its a very nice show, will work very nicely on TV though.




This was Yishuo's All Salmon set. Looks deeelicious.
My very menacing tori karaage set that has 3 times as much rice as yishuo's. Took me 15 more minutes to finish.

So yeah, took 67 with him, we waited like 20 damn minutes for the bus. Lol. Talked cock for damn long. Walked up dark and creepy Cashew Road again, then I decided to blast music lol, then there was this maid who walked out of one of the bungalows and just stare at me.

Reached home at like, 9. wtf



Friday, August 10, 2007 6:46 pm




=O

note the insane number of people there and the huge cloud of smoke behind, I was nowhere near the platform though, well, at least not THAT near.

Yesterday went to see fireworks with sally chaohsien nicky cherhan boonbin weichong hoongjia and jieming. After suffering like 20k dp/s immolation *ahem*, we slowly walked to marina bay for bbq dinner. it kinda sucked lOLOL


nehneh, roadside got so many of [those] people.


this was what I stared at for the whole day today. Cip was super fun lolol.

At first I was at the fishing booth, but I felt damn lazy so I ran over to join kailun and kendric(who conviniently ran off 2 hours later indefinitely) in the PingPongPro room! lmao

You're supposed to toss a pingpong ball from a distance away from the combined egg trays and try to get them into the yellow coloured cells. But then again its impossible to actually aim, unless you are me

yeah <3

a lot of them whom had slacked earlier on stayed back after dismissal to just screw around with a volleyball and plastic bags.

Walked with yishuo and took 154 with him after buying otak from some random stall.

I WISH i COULD RUN AGAIN



Wednesday, August 08, 2007 10:33 pm



Happy birthday Bryan!

Happy birthday Weiqing!



in that chronological order.

Today was shit. Morning listen to school song remix + school flag raise higher than Singapore flag, half of sec 4 cohort get award yayz :D

After school stoned around for cip, then zao-ed to mcdonalds with jieqiang and weiren for lunch. Jungui needed to go his grandma's. aw

Went home and tried to fix this shit com that keeps giving out on me, then maths tuition! Amathstrigo WTF D: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOO

After that went to Romeo's house. That place is like Lion Dance Troupe storeroom + zoo. Got 2 chinchillas 5 bird cages 3 arowana tanks + 9 DOGS WTF. NINE DOGS. Woof woof WOOF X9731895793817589137895728935789378975892738957 to the power of square

I have SOME photos here.
lmao, the sign reads "NOT ALLOWED to chain your bicycle to the fencings of the condominium"





A fly shortly after it landed on the floor, foolishly into a stack of ants, and got owned shortly after.


Damn regret, (that) I try to forget



Monday, August 06, 2007 9:53 pm



I think one of the best things when you're schooling is that, you can develop crushes.


It doesn't matter whether the feeling mutual or physical, it just happens. To guys especially, sometimes we find that a lot of our emotional breakouts are because of these girls that exist.


I've had my own fair share of them, what I felt was that; Perhaps most of the time, I don't really like the girl, I'm more in love with the thrill of the chase. I'm so concerned with trying to succeed in getting close to the girl that I forget what I even liked in the first place. In the end, I draft countless long term plans that both work and don't work.


Stupid Murphy's Law.


To cut straight to the chase, am I going to stop myself from doing and thinking too much now? Or shall I follow my old traditions and habits?


However true this one may be, I'm going to either; Totally ignore it and get on with my life with no reason to forget about it; OR have fun again and when this is over I can laugh again.


Still, if the person is known by ANYONE, my life will have been epicentre-ed in the core.


Women, I'm not sure why they're here, but life would be boring without them.



Saturday, August 04, 2007 9:16 pm



this is called a giant cookie. Wanna know how large it is?



Twice the size of the palm of yours truly. Mind you, sally couldn't find a plate large enough in her house to fit it.

Anyway, Sally's house is like, omgwtfbbq giant storeroom. She has SO MUCH STUFF inside, then its damn untidy, 3 fish tanks and 859834067230712334 microwaves with items INSIDE, lawl. Her living room is inaccessible because of that.

Played Kung Fu Chaos at her house, hilarious. A lot of funny things. The game itself is already.. lol

Then I watched Sally knead bread dough :O She really made the rice cooker bread. Too bad its not Japan no.2 :(

Shared cab with bryan jack and chao back to clementi, took 184 to bpp for swensens! Salmon, full of omega 3, ITS GOOD FOR J00

I had some lame mocktail which I couldn't finish because it was too cold.

Then after that walked home. Talked about CnC3 with yannick, haha.



That alternate reality dream I had, was really weird.

I can't help but feel, perhaps hope, that it could come true, never mind how impractical the odds are. Maybe I just dream, a little too much. I wouldn't deny that it would be interesting though. I managed to deduce that everyone manifested their own personality so far that it bred a new side of themselves.

e.g Bryan got so guai he got sick of it and became paikia, Sally was (probably fed up with being called lazy) and volunteered to be class chairman etc. Doesn't explain why I ran into the wall though.

There ARE some grisly/perverted details that would be unsafe to write here, lest I be labelled what I'm not, or random rumours spreading about how crazy I am aside from what I already am in real life.

I think I'll take the friend's test down in about a week. Feel like it won't serve much, even cosmetic wise. Will go change blog music nao, buhbye



Friday, August 03, 2007 7:38 pm



Healthy living : Eat right!

Reminds me of weijiang's badge, Stay Fit, Eat Right, Die Anyway


Today had 3 tests, the lighter 俗语/谚语 test. The underestimate-us chem test, and the wtf-was-the-first-question-that-thankfully-i-could-do maths test.

1 more week to commons, bringeth it.

But nat. day holidays, enjoy while I can.

Bread is cool, GO TO CRUNCHYROLL.COM and search for 'Yakitate!! Japan', farny anime lawl.



Wednesday, August 01, 2007 8:39 pm



Yesterday didn't bloggo :O

I guess I only need to talk about parade. Was really damn slack, went down late because of bio spa. But came just in time for soccer, I act zhuai manager again :D

After that we slacked in canteen. Next station was Rest house, Shengwen told the squad 1 + 2 guys about the big 100k. He prayed for eddie and john, hopefully whatever problems they have will be solved.

Aanyway, the blind man station, I the most noob lol. I tio scam by boonbin, I finished the whole thing but I still stepped up LMAO. Ask the rest, they know better. Literally 当局者迷,旁观者清。

The tekan station was hilarious. We searched up and down the sky garden until we finally found the papers. Pumping together is always fun. Pullup station was also fun, did about 9 before I dieded. Fun nia. We sang the vesper on the way down.

Had some fun with my sec 1s before going home.


Physics practical was damn retarded, I started with the wrong angle of incidence, then i found out it got harder, but my incidence angle kept going DOWN. That meant I found the hard ones easy and the easy ones hard @.@

Recess was chaos, rain + wednesday = 20 minute queue.

Then those dancers found this old 'diary' in our class. lmao, the person who wrote that is a total loser. freaking funny, especially the way she sound her opinions.

Mrs Leuar got high again. Keep laughing.

Yay, my leg is getting better, SUPPOSEDLY. only 2 more months of medication and PE again! That means after eoy ty. T.T T.T

Today's tuition was damn imba, the radian thing, IT USED TO BE IN AMATHS SYLLABUS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE CRUEL MOE


Look into what's beyond my glasses, won't you?