pull on my heart's trigger; oh yeah



Friday, February 29, 2008 8:23 pm



CHOPE POST FOR A DAY THAT COMES ONCE EVERY 4 YEARS.

Edit: Road run was great, considering i finished in good time after not having a good run in nearly a year. At least i wasn't one of the last few. And I overtook most girls only once, lol.

after that went to Lan with 407 + 402 lan gang and got pwnt. Had a good laugh while playing CS with random SJI peeps. Reminds me on how ventrillo on games is totally annoying, man. Wanted to go peninsula-excelsior but then I was given a grave reminder on how inhibiting money can be to your decisions.

402 was still dysfuntionally-united as always. As expected, we made it into semi finals for soccer, with 406 407 and 409. Hot favourites 405 lost to us and to 410 via an own goal, must've been disappointing for miss chian.

We'd better win 409 at least. Going to be quite a ride either way.



Thursday, February 28, 2008 8:47 pm



By directly translating the meaning of several words in Japanese. You get game bosses that scream "OVER HERE!", "GOTCHA!", or "Let's go!" every 5 - 10 seconds. Vile mode is terrible because of his crap mobility and mediocre weapons.

And then I felt like such an otaku cause today's bio made me realise I knew a lot of stuff from various manga series, Grander Musashi, Flame of Recca, Rurouni Kenshin etc. I was like also trying to explain why manga/anime is best enjoyed in Japanese and why it loses a bit of flavour being translated. Damn.



Read the news and found out There is a fat leader of JI currently "on the run". For all you know, he could be changed, armed, and ready to wtfpwnj00. So, as a normal human, I offer this advice : Avoid crowded areas such as MRT stations or the city. For you have no idea how a crazed 'muslim' thinks.

Its been more than 24 hours since he escaped, so he could most likely be hiding in a HDB flat by now. But he has like a limp, so gl hf for him if he wants to blend into the crowd.

Lucky bro had guard duty today so he wasn't sent on coast patrol.

Ehh, like, today was uber slack, and I got some weird prize for doing the Total Defence quiz and getting a top score(ps, I rushed through the thing cause I was going to be late for physics). Distributed them to the adjacent peeps so they could like be happy for 10 seconds. Amazingly, I didn't touch one myself.

Simin was also giving out sweets cause her birthday is on Saturday 1st March. WOW SHE GETS TO HAVE CHEM AND AMATHS REMEDIAL ON HER BIRTHDAY!

Don't sweat it, I had full U parade on 09/01/07. Was still pretty happy though.

Yeah, so Kailun screwed up my plan for his birthday present cause he's going to buy it tomorrow, so :/ right?

I'm back to being able to enjoy school hours while asleep at the same time, whooo. Roadrun tomorrow, and the last, let's not bother. Already did a hell of a job during sec 2, now's my time to slack and just screw around.

402 FTW! Pwn in interclass soccer pl0x. We can do it! Despite not having tried working together as a united team, we still have what is also important - Raw talent and skill! We can do it! Let's write a cliched story of our own to remember :D



Wednesday, February 27, 2008 7:51 pm



The other day I was thinking to myself about people and their 'true selves'.

Reminds me how I thought I had split personality a while back. The 'you' that surfaces once you're alone or in peril, is the desperate manifestation that possesses superior physical and mental capacity. It's much easier to think too much if you're really pissed, than if you're awfully cheerful and upbeat?

Somehow, putting a scowl on my face whenver I write on a piece of paper generates more marvel than if I were to put up a subtle expression.

I'd love to think that besides myself, the whole world is full of very positive, bright personalities. Beings so pure that they could hardly harm one another. And yet, by forcing myself to see this side of people and the world, I accept the fact that, naivete does suit me.

Looking back, I was much happier believing that people were naturally good deep down, and got so disappointed whenever an instance of 'Aw, he's an asshole to most people, let's not try and be stupid' came.

Still, it did not feel much like myself if I were to follow natural sense and associate myself to those whom are normally friendly and warm. I began to try and choose my own friends, and to a certain extent, I've failed and succeeded both at the same time.

Either way, I continue to be exposed to both extremes of people's doppleganger personas whilst failing to relinquish the more hatable side of me. That is the flaw of my human being.


Clementi Mcdonalds closes down on friday. Nanhuarians have mixed kilogrammes of vile liquid concoctions, laughed their hearts out, and captured several thousands of snapshots of their lives there. If you have a heart, go there soon, get an upsized meal, take a few pictures and gossip like crazy in there. Memoirs of your secondary school days belong there too.

I'm pretty sure I'll be going into some stage of mourning sooner or later for the soon-to-be deceased fast food joint.

Or maybe I'll be busy embracing my second identity as Mr Arthur Kok II to the guys of 404.



Monday, February 25, 2008 4:22 pm



LOL.

I want to just explode on the spot after reading some of the more embarassing things I've seen, said and done on my blog archives and tagboard. Ahhh, lol.

Hello, after getting 3 subjects back, I've failed two, 1 of which is english.



Saturday, February 23, 2008 10:38 pm






Something I might've owed people for a really long time lol.

Aanyway, watching Jumper only makes you feel like you could do better than him. Samuel L. Jackson's character was like totally cool despite being jumped to a cave in the grand canyon. He wasn't even pissed lol.

I've yet to watch Fools' Gold and Meet the Spartans, movie marathon ftw! But first I need some sleep. Need to go back into the world where I go around rikujo korou-ing people and leaving them immobile until they starve. Body needs rest sometimes.

Realise that I need to stock up on cash to go for mass electronic shopping spree, can't live without mobile gadgets and thingamajigs that charge via a usb cable. Oh, and earphones too.

Watched Jack's friend play KOF : Maximum impact. Reminded me on how I used to like the series. Then playing Heat the Soul taught me that fighting (games) was all on good timing and reflexes, not pure combo-ing.

Of course, that's if you fight to survive. Not fight for points. Or fight for pride. Then you can leave your heart there

Adelheid Bernstein (アーデルハイド・バーンシュタイン Adeluhaido Banshitain?) (Adel for short) is a boss character from The King of Fighters 2003 and XI. He, along with his younger sister, Rose, are the only known children of Rugal Bernstein.

Adelheid and his sister Rose reside on an airship called "Sky Noah". In KoF 2003, he would challenge fighters there at the behest of his sister, Rose. Unlike his father Rugal Bernstein, he is an honourable fighter, who exhibits good sportsmanship, as demonstrated when he is defeated in KoF 2003. He has many techniques from Rugal's arsenal, and even wears battle clothes which are similar to Rugal's, except that they are dark-green from top to bottom, and don't include a jacket. As of KoF XI, Adelheid decides to enter the King of Fighters tournament as a single fighter. His PS2 exclusive ending (whether canon or not) shows Rose as the next victim of Botan, the string user and puppeteer associated with Mukai's group that manipulated Chizuru Kagura in KoF 2003.

Adelheid retains several of his father's moves, although they have been renamed and reworked. The most dramatic examples of this reworking are Rugal's Genocide Cutter, Kaiser Wave and Gigantic Press attacks, which Adelheid can only perform as DMs. In addition, Adelheid has several kick combinations which aid in his combos and mixup game. In KoF 2003, despite being less difficult to defeat than his father, he was still considered to suffer from SNK Boss Syndrome, however, in KoF XI, several radical changes were made to balance the character.

His SNK Boss Syndrome is somewhat lessened with the reworking of several of his moves, making him quite an easy mid-boss in comparison not only to his KoF 2003 incarnation, but also to the other mid-bosses in the game. He is further balanced as a player character, as he is made to take more damage than other characters when played as. His special move inputs, which were unusually easy in KoF 2003, were made more difficult, the inputs becoming more similar to Rugal's original moves.

He is mainly played as a rushing character, his projectile and command grab, as well as fairly simple but damaging combos making for an extremely powerful pressure game, and his Genocide Cutter DM more than ample for any anti-air that may be necessary. Adelheid also has two LDMs, both essentially the same, but performed with opposite inputs. One version has more invincibility, but brings Rose onscreen, making Adelheid incapable of performing another LDM until she has left.

Adel is not playable in KOF 2003 without altering the game's dip switches; as a result, he has no personal ending (however he is unlockable in the PlayStation 2 and Xbox versions of the game). He reappears in KoF XI as a mid-boss and can be selected as a normal character after being unlocked. Furthermore, unlike the other unlockable characters in the game, Adel has his own ending (regardless of whom he is teamed with, unlike other characters). While normally KoF bosses aren't allowed in Tournaments & Casual matches, Adel is allowed in King of Fighters XI (but not 2003) and has been used in a number of matches.




I r El Plagiarismo!



Friday, February 22, 2008 7:24 pm



Drenched myself in rain because the LRT station is so far from my house. Had fun playing with my hair in the lift a moment ago.

L once again proves himself to be the greatest, second greatest, and third greatest detective in the world. Kenichi Matsuyama sure knows how to make walking normally look like an effort. Its hard to hold true to whatever you believe.

Near is a good name. Whenever someone needs you, you will be near. And I think Mello sounds like shit and has no profound meaning. Find happiness, Near.





No one ever said living on was easy.
But I think it's been a lot easier with my God by my side.
"Find happiness, make tomorrow a better place."
Easier said than done right?
I guess looking beneath the surface, metaphorically and literally, does more than burn out the eyes.

Still, I feel that, I can grow.
Grow, just to be a little stronger.



Thursday, February 21, 2008 9:59 pm



I swear I'm going to beat the next person tries to send me a "chipmunk version" of any song.

In case you didn't know, they multiply the song speed, then extend the duration of the product, keeping the high frequency. Which results in the shit you like to smear over your ears so much.



7:18 pm



Today marks the 12th time I've had yusheng this year. RAW FISH SALAD FTW



Turns out that Mrs Lee's emaths tys homework bugged me more than any of Mrs Leuar's plane geometry practices. So sad.

Today Kailun and I went to look for Mrs Lee just to ask if we could join npcc for fun, and we got rejected. Cause there's not enough room for 2 staff sergeants in a sec 1 squad :D

BREAKING NEWS SINGAPORE HAS WON THE BID TO HOST THE YOUTH OLYMPICS IN 2010 IM SO SURPRISED HAWHAWHAWHAW

By showing no mercy to my common test papers, I stagger out of the classroom drenched in blood, broken limbs, and perhaps with 2 or 3 severed fingers. No matter, die physics! Just like the rest of them! D< WE WILL CRUSH J00 even with just the skin of our fingers! Which will initiate a nerve impulse, travelling to the relay neurones in the spinal cord and eventually reaching the forebrain, where a response is process and the impulse once again goes down to the motor neurones of the effectors, reaching the motor end plate and stimulating us to laugh.

I shalt celebrate in due course! And get on with life.

My prediction for the current story arc in Bleach : Kenpachi won't go down that easy because he's that bad ass, and we all know how he's so adept at fighting with fist sized wounds through his body. Bleah, gg Nnoitora. By the way, where's Ulquiorria? Haven't heard from him in 6 months.



Tuesday, February 19, 2008 9:25 pm



This week's Gundam 00 : Setsuna and Tieria work together to try and beat the living shit out of the thrones! Whom happen to be extremely adept at running away, DIE YOU SCOUNDRELS!

I dreamt about my 24~26 hour O level paper with all subject scripts in one shot.

This morning on the way to school I was trying to express to myself trying to write English/Chinese lyrics for "My heart draws a dream" lol. Super difficult.

And then I felt so frustrated(gfom) I started to write song lyrics in my doodle pad in order to try and destress, it worked, too well. There went my fingers for the day lol.

Hello pointless blog post number 301 :)

Come, I challenge everyone. Write out a secret about yourself that you think your friends deserve to know, post it! This in the bid to let everyone know you better, there's no harm being less introverted isn't there? :D



Monday, February 18, 2008 10:04 pm






*holds out card*

Sometimes, I don't think I'm really in love, or emo. I just want some people to notice me



5:14 pm



Certified Psycho : Someone please help me out!




lol the side of maplez that no one really notices even when they play for months.

By the way I hate the trigonometry test today which I could've just copied blindly from the textbook argh, there goes another A.

AND I'M PROUD TO SAY : I got 7/8 for geog class test! Ohmygoodness yay. Probably can vie for the title of highest in class for the first time. Although I've heard of people maxing out the score, but, who cares, lemme gloat alright?

Laughing is good for health, so is sleeping. Too bad I can't do both at the same time.

English and chinese todayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee then tomorrow geog and emathsssssssssssssssssssssssss super slackpo WHOOOOOO :D



Saturday, February 16, 2008 9:48 pm



OHMYGOODNESS I THINK MY APARTMENT BLOCK HAS JEWS.


Am going to do a wtf post so please laugh at it tq haha

Watched Ahlongpteltd and could easily tell why everyone is so scared of it. Nice twist near the end though. Only notable scene throughout the entire movie.

*sings 客人来,but replaces all instances of '客人' with '阿癃'*

So today was the annual super-late chinese new year celebration for Cashew Heights. And then dad brought along 舞龙 rather than 舞狮。

看了舞龙的表演后,我认为舞龙 〉 舞狮。

In terms of the overall performance la. How often do you see dragon dances out of chingay nowadays(are there even any in chingay? o.O)

每逢新年, 或每当某个*insert generic shop here* 开门大吉 ,都会看到一大群阿明(不是最近去世的猩猩)在店门外打着鼓,敲着锣。有四个戴着舞狮的 whatever costume. 两个正在 spam 我们NDP反光板的动作, 两个hunchback of notre dame 在拼命地遥屁股,抓前面的ass(could be wrong,but what do they do with their hands anyway? ).

拨了橘子,写了4D号码, mission accomplished! Yay 回家!

也许是因为少见到,但是对我来说,舞龙的表演是多么的精彩。How the hell do you have like 20 people holding up 1metre poles and sprinting non-stop for over 5 minutes swinging them around in tridimensional movements in such close quarters(less than 1 metre apart)? 舞龙团的那种气氛,那种活力,给了我有龙在场的感觉。

其实,如果我没对舞狮那么sian diao, 我不会把舞狮的缺点用来‘点缀’舞龙雄伟壮观。



Crappy chinese aside, anyway, think about these facts.

龙在传说中十二生肖排第五。狮呢?Where the hell was he?

童年时玩的 Street Fighter 游戏。Ryu 和 Ken的技术,功夫,都是‘属’other majestic creatures besides lions。他们有 ‘神空 :升龙烈泼’,‘神空:龙倦千风脚' , '双兽:龙虎烈火’等。And the lions are therefore being ignored :D

Okay, screw the funny funny chinese above. Perhaps its my ignorance, but the only other instance where I've seen lions held in high regard in Chinese culture is 功夫。That stephen chow movie, remember the fugly screaming bitch? :D

And the best proof that龙 > 狮, is that DRAGONS DONT EXIST, therefore the entire scope we have on them is superior over that of endangered lions who prey on hapless african villagers. That's majestic. Strange that I'd hold something nonexistent over another that is only pathetically material.

You only realise why chinese call twisters 龙卷风 after watching the movement of the entire dance.

Still I was like super bored and spammed sms to like one giant bunch of people with dismal number of replies D: Man I suck lol.

EH AND I THINK I MIGHT BRING A BREAKTHROUGH TO THE EFFECT OF THE EDUCATION SYSTEM ON STUDENTS. WHILE MEETING DR. VIVIAN BALAKRISHNAN I WAS LIKE HOLDING MY GEOG TEXTBOOK, THUS SHOWING HIM THE NEED TO STUDY EXTREMELY HARD EVEN IN TIMES OF CELEBRATION. MINISTER OF DEVELOPMENT, YOUTH AND SPORTS, SAVE US PL0X! WE COULD USE SOME HELP FROM SOMEONE LIKE JOO.



Friday, February 15, 2008 10:29 pm



Compilations of random draft posts of 2008

I've totally burnt out my creativity for this entire week, hope it regenerates itself soon enough.

Jack was like telling me being a physicist would let you be a real life 'elementalist' in the future. Study Fire, Lightning, Water, Air, Time, Gravity etc.

I'm constantly reminded that the teacher that cares the most is the person we have hate proportionate to. Such a sad truth, but could be funny the way you look at it.

Thank you Miss Lim for the mugs :D Really interesting valentine's gift. The only gift I've received that wont die to weathering. A mug, for mugging.



Kris Wilson likes to imagine hearts in the form of only squishy red liquid, its evident in some of his other C and H entries


And its interesting to note that I hardly slept in any lessons this week; is this an indication of me finally gaining some momentum in the pursuit of better grades to show my parents? Ah. I've been going to school just to make friends and learn interesting stuff. If not, i'd've opted to study at home and register as a private O level candidate, if that's just what you want the certificate for.

The other day I was thinking about how what I want to do in the future ties in closely with interpersonal relationships and at the same time the influence of personal action on the whole of society.

LOL MRS LEUAR HAS BEEN SO HAPPY RECENTLY RIGHT. I mean, its only been like 2 weeks but I can clearly see that she's so much more cheerful with much less ennui. Amath FTW :D

Im so kaypoh :)

206'06 has a secret operation to take place come road run day, hope it succeeds. Let's do this rawr

Thank you Kaoru Amane for reminding me that life is always worth living no matter who you are or whatever happens. Hello, song of the sun. Goodbye, midnight.



Thursday, February 14, 2008 4:44 pm



バレンタレ.ス デイ


WA THAT TOOK ME A DAMN LONG TIME TO TYPE OUT, PLUS ITS LIKE SUPER NOOB AND DOESNT MAKE SENSE SO DON'T LAUGH


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ALL



like a super nice song if you'll just overlook the crappy vid

And I just found out that Fullmetal Alchemist manga is still running in Japan, wtfz D: story so long.

and I left the button of my left breast pocket in school today, lol. No idea whether it was intentional, but only yishuo gets it :O


And let's end this post with superhaxxorz


涙色



Wednesday, February 13, 2008 8:09 pm





Primary school! No, this is just one perfect example of my inclination to disturb people when I have nothing better to do :D looks stupid right? But it took me nearly 20 seconds to take this photo because I was busy laughing

I am once again resentful of the 2kg uniform that I put on every week. Today was like, receiving of Senior proficiency star award =o like, cannot get anything above our current status without it =o mr lam, nan hua's vice principal of nearly 13 years presented it to us.

Then filled in the forms for founders award which are nearly as thick as an examination script. We need to have 2 referees for our application, 2 adults who know each of us personally, and a short testimonial on why we deserve the award from them. None of the 2 must be direct relatives or have any affiliation with BB. Aww man.

Mrs Leuar once again made magic with her hands and eyes, Jack and I couldn't take it, I swear.

I've been like randomnly complaining to Kendric about weird stuff that he actually wouldn't really care about. Gonna ask him print scores for me soon >: I r greedy friendz :)

OH AND BY THE WAY, he keeps asking me hard stuff or stuff that I'm not prepared for and then when I can't help him, I look unhelpful :( and he asks teachers the simple stuff that makes him look stupid, ahhhh kendric D:

SIDETRACK WOOHOO





And in advance, happy Valentine's day from me to all :) SPREAD THE LOVE YO. You can hide now, but its coming for you :O

I love all people, its only how little that really matters. Bite me.



Tuesday, February 12, 2008 9:58 pm



Hello.

The writer of this post isn't exactly who you're used to reading from.


We all have to grow up someday, don't we?

I'm not very good at it.



Monday, February 11, 2008 6:27 pm





I found this so hilarious I just had to repost it, its certainly musical butchery in my ears.




LOL AT ALL EXCEPT FOR number 5, who is actually good, but unsuitable for idol competitions.

And I have no idea what number 4 is doing either, :D



Gender-confused is an understatement. If this guy trains I think he can sing well, but sad the say he needs to start improving on his song choices. Why I don't sing like singing Yui songs in my perspective is made obvious with this video.



UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH






Need to find some way to shake off this condensed mental trauma :/ Lest I lose the respect of those I admire.



Sunday, February 10, 2008 10:33 am



When a family gathering at a relative's house proves too boring for teenagers, they go out.

Yesterday Yuyong Yuqi Garion and I were like uber bored so we went to Tampines mall to try and catch a movie - though we failed terribly. Everything was full house until at night, grrrr.

So 4 boys decided to do a lot of window shopping and laugh. Whether it was at badly designed shoes or Dora the Sexplorer, I burst another lung being out of breath.

When we finally decided to go back, we took the wrong loop of 358 in Pasir ris(Another reason why I will not go to Pasir ris again unless its for important chalets, but then again, are chalets important?) and we encountered a destroyed seat-back. We decided to play around with it and even made a video, lol.


Bro's friends are coming over now, go mahjong marathon!





How about, let's just try our best, and see what happens?



Friday, February 08, 2008 11:01 pm



Kung fu Dunk is OKAY LA. like 3/5 stars, has its fair share of witty jokes and truly touching moments. Liked the part when the manager guy got hit because he refused to sell Jay's char to another team. The rest was pretty predictable. Jay chou fans will love it though.

BROKE MY PROMISE NOT TO EAT FAST FOOD FOR A WEEK, SOB :'(

It was only me and yishuo la, replay what happened on christmas 2006 kthx lol. Even watched at the same building. Never mind, I won't spare the next few upcoming movies, here I come : Meet the Spartans, The Dark Knight, but not Jumper, you hollywood action movie.

And I know exactly what to buy for Kailun's birthday le :D EVERYONE CHIP IN PL0X, give everyone's favourite mad prof a gift to remember.

Went to HMV after movie to check out stuffz. 'Can't buy my love' and 'From me to you' are both in top 20 japanese albums. I swear I will buy Yui's next album(not single). 'Kiss' by L'arc is 7th. Although none of them can beat the Queen. Guilty > All :O

Saw the pathetic bunch of project superstar compilations being sold at dirt cheap prices.

Walked to Taka cause yishuo wanted to go Kinokuniya, turns out taka main entrance at civic plaza was closed, walked to wisma and to the back in order to go to the hell-hole of a drop-off point entrance. Was also closed, and there were no cars. Two americans stopped to ask us where the nearest cinema was, roughly directed them to Cine and we were off.

Stopped at Raffles Town Club for dinner with family and cousin Lotus with Viola. Dinner at The Chinese Restaurant was nice. Kind of appreciated eating giant killer mutant prawns. And I officially hate peanuts for at least 2 days ugh

They should do motormouth for the Soh family. Cause we were all singing Built to last when it played on the car ride back, funny :D



11:10 am



HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS VONNEZ :D



Thursday, February 07, 2008 11:38 pm



Morning was a call for SUIT UP! as family put on all their equips for the day.

Gambling is only fun when you win :O won nearly $20 in blackjack until SOMEONE started to kelong like 6 -7 doubleAces/Blackjacks in a row, lost $3 in the end lol.

Ah yu is like crazy. He suddenly bet $10 for no reason, hit when he had NINETEEN, and got a TWO. Dealer was the saddest (his own brother). Awwww

Mom and Bro lost $30+++++ in mahjong because of pure bad luck :(

Went to YY's house and played F.E.A.R, a first person shooter in the horror genre. Ah, hated the game :( not only were there like all sorts of random disturbing scenes, the enemy AI is also insanely tough. They can react to flashlights, aim grenades to land within a 2 metre proximity of you, and PRETEND to die.

You'd think after 6 rounds to the head from an assault rifle, one would be dead, but no.... The person recovered and butt me with his gun, causing me to lose like 40% of my hp and be pissed off.

On the other hand, rifles that shoot out giant nails are also fun, especially when headshots are instant kills and the velocity of each shot forces the body to be pinned to the nearest wall. Sadistic me sometimes takes the liberty of spraying bullets into the helpless corpse. BECAUSE THEY JUST WONT DIE WHEN ALIVE.

Ghosts in the game are scary too, just pop out when you least expect them to.

Saw some stuff in maple and o2jam that cracked me up. Looted all sorts of different red packet designs :/

Its good to note : Dad is a rat =D
Mom and Bro are tigers
I'm a goat lol

This year's haul was crappy, didn't get to keep a lot, but who cares. Its fun to visit houses sometimes, hah. No matter how boring it may be.


Tarded Tarded Tarded



12:00 am



WhymustCyanideandHappinessbeaboutButtsexthisentireweek?:(

Anyway...

Celebration today was totally hilarious. 4/2 party was chock full of snacks and munchies that 30 of us could finish within less than an hour. There was PRATA O_o some party eh

Then all the guys suddenly took paper off an exercise book and started making miss lim a half-assed birthday card with all sorts of retarded stuff, charizards, sensory neurones, pigs etc.

Of course, after the entire "concert" thingy kailun and I rushed up to like help finish the rest of the foodz ohmygosh it was like a food fountain in a food buffet and it was like flowing and the tap couldnt shut off yeah that was pretty much it :D And we did.

BB! Whooo, sec 4s ran around school giving random people oranges from 94th coy courtesy of J.T. Gave Arthur kok, mr chee, and tried to give Blim LOL, but sam ksed >( and then he also ksed the Japanese food stall auntie, who gave him a red packet :O LIKE WADDAEFF :( He treated us to drinks anyway

Rushed back to PHPPS and saw a huge number of Nanhuarians there which really scared the living crap out of me. The others had already left for westmall so.... I rushed to westmall.... and hunted them down in burger king. I swear im not going to eat fast food for a week or so.

Present were : Frederick, Emmanuel, LiangTiong, Yin Zhang, Victoria, Jingyi, Sherie, Bettie Claudia, Zhenjia, Xuefen, Denise. Ultimo randomo as there were only like 5 guys, tingyong had a splitting headache and ran home D:

Thought about all the funny stuff he'd done especially with our relief chinese teacher. Rape! Molest! Sexual harassment! Good times, good times.

Went to IRC to play pool and then told manymanymany stories about nan hua and listened to more stories from SJI and ACS(I). Can't tell if I'd rather be in a co-ed or single sex school. You're either deprived or you get too much. The grass is always greener on the other side

I was the only one in the entire "squad" to have changed distinctly in appearance, and hopefully personality.


Why can't I be myself, who I was yesterday.

I'm so wasted, I'm so sorry.



Tuesday, February 05, 2008 8:32 pm





STUPID LA LOL. IT HAS TO BE SCRIPTED, THEY CAN'T BE THAT DUMB CAN THEY?


Anyway today was like retarded laughing with keelun and the rest, talked about funny gundam stuff, and watched some soccer. TESTS ARE OVER FOR NOW, whoooo. Okay, anyway, I shall write "Klinsen Soh" here just for the sake of blog hunters.

I was like saying, I refer to teachers with proper titles such as Mister or Miss, but then Benny is an exception cause we're like familiar with each other, 3 years already. Then the only other exception is Chian, the only person without a name prefix and purely the surname, how condoscending.

I'm such an attention whore, doing all sorts of funny stuff in order to invoke curious responses from my peers.

Frozen throne is down, yeahyeah dota revival :)

I hope I can achieve my goal of being able to speak very basic Japanese by reading grammar books and singing songs lol. I know how to read a reasonable number of Kanji and their alternate pronounciation, can identify about half of the kana list, but not both forms of each letters.





Monday, February 04, 2008 5:19 pm



Tests were okay, could've done better, could've been harder, yeah. Just that I don't fully understand the chapter without doing a test first, lucky me, there comes the eye.

So, chem and SS for tomorrow, after that is a week long break before we head into common tests.

Arthur did me proud by being the ultimate caricature of imbaness, countering every single thing we threw at him. That emo, dressed totally in black D:

LongChain was sad. She was actually quite thoughtful to stay back for us, even though we didnt want it. And it was obvious that everyone was blatantly trying to escape from her makeup lesson that no one had actually agreed to, and at the end of it I learnt nothing at all.

Had some funny discussions about wolfteam with Jack, and then watched Kailun play soccer and the 4/8 guys be awfully united :D Took 75 back, and alighted with a student from every damn school in west zone LOL



Here we are pushing with our right
Fighting the unknown with this light.
There we're lost and we can't tell
We're fighting on Earth or fighting in Hell


That's just when I'm like talking to people nowadays. Its I say this and that, they stare at me and walk off without saying anything. Do I have a problem? If I do, I'd appreciate it very much if someone TELLS ME. If not, excuse me for caring enough to try and initiate small chat.


Oh great, now "I'm trying to prove I know everything". Don't flatter yourselves people, I may put you above myself, but that doesn't mean you equate to me in any manner, let alone be superior to me.




Sunday, February 03, 2008 9:27 pm



Friends - Stephanie

同じ笑顔してた
Onaji egao shiteta
そんな僕らも幾年も重ね過ぎて
Sonna bokura mo ikunen mo kasane sugite
すれ違う景色を
Sure chigau keshiki o
受け入れられずにもがいてる
Ukeirera rezu ni mogaiteru

無駄なプライド捨て去り
Muda na PRIDE sutesari
この世界に優しさを
Kono sekai ni yasashisa o

I Gotta Say

勇気を見せつけても 強がっても

Yuuki o misetsukete mo tsuyogatte mo
一人では生きられない
Hitori de wa ikirarenai
あの日の約束なら
Ano hi no yakusoku nara
心の深くに残っているよ 今でも
Kokoro no fukaku ni nokotteiru yo ima de mo

別れてまた出会い
Wakarete mata dea i
新たな道に 光見つけ歩き出す
Arata na michi ni hikari mitsuke arukidasu
生まれてからずっと
Umarete kara zutto
繰り返すことで 繋がってく
Kurikaesu koto de tsunagatteku

いつの間に君と僕も
Itsu no ma ni kimi to boku mo
それぞれ未来を手にして
Sorezore mirai o te ni shite


I Gotta Say


遠く離れていても 会えなくても

Tooku hanareteite mo aenakute mo
強い絆はあるから
Tsuyoi kizuna wa aru kara
"夢が叶いますように"
"Yume ga kanaimasu you ni"
心の底から祈っているよ
Kokoro no soko kara inotteiru yo

We're friends forever
また会うことを誓い
Mata au koto o chikai
ゆびきりして
Yubikirishite
僕らは歩き出したね
Bokura wa arukidashite ne
見えない行先へと
Mienai yukisaki e to
迷いながらでも
Mayoinagara de mo
進んでいるよ
Susundeiru yo
いつでも
Itsudemo

変わりゆく季節と
Kawariyuku kisetsu to
瞬間(とき)の中
Toki no naka
懐かしいMELODIES
Natsukashii melodies
大人になっても
Otona ni natte mo
色褪せはしないよ
Iroase wa shinai yo
僕達のprecious memories
Bokutachi no precious memories

I Gotta Say

勇気を見せつけても 強がっても
Yuuki wo misetsukete mo tsuyogatte mo
一人では生きられない
Hitori de wa ikirarenai
あの日の約束なら
Ano hi no yakusoku nara
心の深くに残っているよ
Kokoro no fukaku ni nokotteriru yo


As life goes on...
忘れちゃいけないから
Wasurecha ikenai kara Yeah
Don't let it go...


この広い大地と仲間達のこと
Kono hiroi daichi to nakama tachi no koto


You had on the same smile
Even though the years have piled upon us
Impatient, we ignore the scenery passing by

Throw away your useless pride
Show kindness to the world

I gotta say
Even if we put on a courageous facade
We cannot live alone
The promise you made that day
Remains deep within my heart Even now

Separations and meetings
Find light walking down new roads
Since the day we were born
This repetition has linked us together

When did you and I
Acquire such differing futures?

I gotta say
Even if we're far apart and never meet again
The bond between us is strong
"Let my dreams come true"
I pray from the bottom of my heart
We're friends forever

Let's pledge to meet again
Swear on it
We're going to walk forward
Toward an unseen destination
Even if we're lost
We'll go on
No matter what

Amid the changing seasons
And the flow of time
Familiar melodies
Even when we grow old
They won't fade away
Our precious memories

I gotta say
Even if we put on a courageous facade
We cannot live alone
The promise you made that day
Remains deep within my heart

As life goes on...
Because we mustn't forget Yeah
Don't let it go...

This Earth and friends dear to you



6:38 pm






Setsuna F. Seiei.
Tieria Verde.
Lockon Stratos
Allelujah Haptism

For those who don't know. TIERIA VERDE IS A GUY. A BISHONEN, THAT EXPLAINS THE FEMININE LOOK AND THE THOUGHT THAT HE IS A HERMAPHRODITE.

Anyway, episode 17 tells you that Nena is very promiscious. Michael is mentally insane and is prone to outbursts of violence. Johann is the only apparent "normal" cold-blooded killer. Awww, hate them.

Wonder why I'm so into Gundam 00 nowadays. Maybe because I've never watched another high-definition series in my life lol.

The last 3 issues of CnH have been about Buttsex because this guy called ChaseTN has taken over for the week, damn

.


Geddit? :D



12:49 pm





A quick jab at Setsuna's poor communication skills. Lockon is the only "normal" gundam meister imo, when I say normal I mean 0 forms of mental retardation or psychotic outbursts.

After joining in the fray of playing wolfteam again. My new computer has shown itself to be more than capable of handling wolfteam's mediocre graphics. Now I prey on laggers.

The day of the typical wolf player goes like this : Spawns. Charges ahead and takes a detour, waits in a narrow corridor. Claws the first person to go through. Exits the corridor and gets behind the enemy team, takes 3 - 4 people down before ducking into another passageway/room. Roars. Kills 2 incoming players, comes out and survives a launcher shell, while the unfortunate soldier who fires it dies from firing it at point blank range. Wolf dies soon after. The final result? 8 - 1 kill score. And the player starts laughing away at his monitor like a psychopath.

Drum laterz. Then gonna go muggy for geoggy and bio-y. Will dao Chemy cause im busy checking up on Physicy >: <----- act cute face



They should try making Blackblack Hichews.



Saturday, February 02, 2008 6:12 pm



Like saw this group of kawaii baby snails on the floor when i was downstairs buying ice cream lolol. It was like 10 - 12 black spots on the path, and i was like @.@ at the entire scene. I feel a need to commit penitence for playing maplestory D:

According to XXXXX and my tuition teacher, my writing style in chinese is the ultimate nightmare for an examiner; the start gives him hope and anticipation, the middle causes him to nosedive, and the end just kills him off. Yay me >: Hope I do well for the latest chinese test.

Teacher gave me a bottle of -BLACKBLACK- chiclets, like wtf. BLACKBLACK. that holy gum that me and yijo were spamming back in Kyushu, lol. It has a really strong mint so it helps to keep you awake, and it works. Heard that in China some people use it as a substitute for cigarettes because smoking is bad for da health :o sugar is not.

And it practically rained the entire day today! Gosh, felt so sian smsing as my only contact with the outside world. Might want to catch a movie soon, like maybe that movie Johnny Depp is in, the one about the demon barber, whatever its called.





I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU THAT'S WHY HE SURVIVED LOL. CHECK MY POST A WEEK AGO, KTHX :D IN YO FACE



I couldn't find another upload besides this one. The single is out :o and the exclamation mark has been scrapped from the "Panic!". So now its just "Panic at the disco"

Might be getting Pretty.Odd, maybe as a birthday present.




Friday, February 01, 2008 6:28 pm



Was in an awkward mix of feeling energetic and lethargic today.














THERE IS NO HIDDEN MESSAGE HERE. I'M LIKE HIGH AND IM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO BUT ONE THING'S FOR CERTAIN NO ONE'S READING THIS, HAHA.












Okay, I'm just joking. Mr wee's lessons are shit boring, I'm serious.