pull on my heart's trigger; oh yeah



Wednesday, December 31, 2008 12:47 am






我に続け さあ行こう 身体中の殻を破り
さらけ出す愛を繋ごう 抱きしめ合い確かめ合い
揺らめく楽園まで失速しない待っちゃくれない
掴み取ってやるさ多分
Stairs to the seventh. Running up to heaven, Yeah!

煌いた瑠璃色が胸に射さり
思い知らされる  
(We can't let it end.)
描いていた未来図に君が浮かぶ
永遠が結ばれる  
My baby, don't think it's hard.

君に最終的な question.
何処に存在するか heaven?
ヒントは無い  
The answer in a minute thirty one.

この瞬間にも進行  廻りまわり  色は変わり
誘惑に溺れ沈み  堂々巡り  塵も積もり
誰も彼もさあ来ないつも居るよ歓迎しよう
その手で思う存分
Stairs to the seventh. Running up to heaven, Yeah!

煌いた瑠璃色が胸に射さり 
思い知らされる  
(We can't let it end.)
描いていた未来図に 君が浮かぶ
永遠が結ばれる  
My baby, don't think it's hard.

君に最終的な question.
何処に存在するか heaven?
迷いは無い  
The answer's waiting under your feet.

溢れ出し  飲みつくす  快楽と対比する症状
転換し、この大地へと築き行こう

我に続け  さあ行こう  身体中の殻を破り
さらけ出す愛を繋ごう  抱きしめ合い  確かめ合い
揺らめく楽園まで失速しない待っちゃくれない
掴み取ってやるさ多分
Stairs to the seventh.
Running up to heaven, Yeah!





720th post to conclude 2008 and my time in nan hua.


Wow, its been a long long long long long long while.

I've really learned a lot from my experiences with the people I know, as well as the lessons I learn from impromptu decisions.

I think this year was the only one I've spent drowning myself in music and computer games. Like whooo.

But then again I've hardly ever rejected anyone's request to jio me out, I think 5 times tops. Really!

Also, I'm getting like the discography of Muse now, wheeee. Supermassive Orh Hole.

I've also recently gotten HG 1/144 GN-003 Gundam Kyrios, and HG 1/100 GN-0000 00 Gundam. Will buy O Raiser next year when its released.

Eh, I'll also be starting acoustic guitar lessons to be like my idol Yui! Yes, she's female. My bro's age. 26th march is her birthday! REMEMBER

I still havent changed my blogskin! But things can change! I know because they have for me! [/has more meaning than the simplicity of the sentence by itself].

NAN HUA, YOU SUCK, AND ALWAYS WILL, ESPECIALLY WITH THE NEW BATCH OF SEC 4S FOR 2009.
[/QFT]


Merry Christmas and a happy new year to all! May 2009 bring you meaningful hell! :D

By my weakness,
By my sorrow,
I'll find hope for tomorrow.



Monday, December 29, 2008 12:31 pm



I realise I'll need an external hard disk if I want to get L'arc en ciel's entire discography.

11 albums of at least 12 songs each. 4 Compilation albums. 35 singles with B sides, instrumentals for both A and B sides.

Assuming each song is 6mb.

[11 + 4] x 12 x 6 + [35x4x6] = 1920 mb.


Okay la, let's not get started on their 23 DVD releases.


Got my $60 once again, but there's money missing from my room, sigh. :(

The subway guy at expo asked me, "do you want obama or bush for your bread?"
I picked Wheat, and he was like, "Oh, Obama, good choice sir! He did win after all"

Hokays noted



3:01 am






Friday, December 26, 2008 10:56 pm



Waooooo. Back from the left4dead spree at Cathay.

Too bad they didnt have rock band, wanted to jam =(



Wednesday, December 24, 2008 11:11 pm



I'm here for posting!

Here is Yui's albums' song listing, bolded for the good ones!


From me to you
  1. "Merry・Go・Round"
  2. "Feel my soul"
  3. "Ready to Love"
  4. "Swing of Lie"
  5. "Life"
  6. "Blue Wind"
  7. "I Can't Say"
  8. "Simply White"
  9. "Just My Way"
  10. "Tomorrow's way"
  11. "I Know"
  12. "Tokyo"
  13. "Spiral & Escape"



Can't buy my love
  1. "How Crazy"
  2. "Rolling Star"
  3. "It's All Right"
  4. "I remember you"
  5. "Ruido"
  6. "Che.r.ry"
  7. "Thank You My Teens"
  8. "Umbrella"
  9. "Highway Chance"
  10. "Happy Birthday to You You"
  11. "Winding Road"
  12. "Good-bye Days"
  13. "Why?"



I loved yesterday
  1. "Laugh Away"
  2. "My Generation"
  3. "Find Me"
  4. "No Way"
  5. "Namidairo"
  6. "Daydreamer"
  7. "Love Is All"
  8. "I Will Love You"
  9. "We Will Go"
  10. "Oh Yeah"
  11. "My Friend"
  12. "Love & Truth"
  13. "Am I Wrong?"


My short stories

1. I'll be
2. Help
3. Last Train
4. Winter Hot Music
5. Jam
6. Skyline
7. Free Bird
8. I Wanna Be...
9. Oh My God
10. Cloudy
11. Driving Today
12. Understand
13. Crossroad
14. It's Happy Line
15. Why Me


PLEASE LISTEN TO THEM IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND OKAYZ?



Tuesday, December 23, 2008 10:56 pm



If anyone wants to know more about my china trip, I'd be happy to tell you over lunch :D

Okay, went to pool with bryan chowler junwee, and certainly not least, AK. LOL.
There were quite a lot of NJC people at Mambo pool.

I got whipped.

After that went KAP macs, where I would see more NJC people.

Took 77 to town and went to window shop like craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy. Man, I wish I had like $800 to splurge on myself. Like serioussssssly.

Went home a bit late and the buses were packed packed packed. Singaporeans have courtesy to try and squeeze surprisingly. Its the foreign talent who are so talented to the point where they do not need to think for others.

Don't worry, we still welcome you to invade our space and ravage our economy, we're loving every bit of it.



Emo posto incomingz



Like, walao, you know the urge you want to kill your this friend for hanging out with a bunch of sun3 you3? I'm totally having it now. Knn, like duno how many years of friendship then wasted on some shitbags.

No one wants them there la, waste time and space, turn decent people into sibei act-young-at-heart asses. Aren't worth more than the scrapings off my testicles.

apparently, as the Cbs they are, they have no need to stay true to their heart because all they have is themselves, and in the end, they will simply antagonize and piss the shit out of each other with their selfish backstabbing. But they deserve that.



Monday, December 22, 2008 2:37 am






wa beh lang si tiong kok lang :D



Saturday, December 20, 2008 2:50 pm















2:05 am



The 8th note music school in bukit timah is having a promotion, sign up with 3 other for minimum 3 months for their pop guitar course and receive a free guitar! Nett price including registration fees is $326 for the first 3 months. After that, it will be $24 per 1 hour lesson as far as you continue. I already have me and jack on a list, so i'll need 2 more people, any takers?



Friday, December 19, 2008 10:49 am




'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the house
Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.
Except for my son Billy's pet mouse named Chris.
I'm not really sure where I'm going with this.



Anyway, my wife in her kerchief and I in my cap,
Were asleep after a long day of Christmassy crap.
When then, from the chimney, there arose quite a clamour,
"There's someone in the house" my frightened wife stammered.
I reached for the bedside, grabbed my handgun and said,
"This trespasser's getting an ass full of lead"



I crept down the stairway, and slid down the hall,
And, handgun in hand, I peered 'round the wall.
The burglar wore red, and stood fat and stout,
With a large burlap sack, to hold jewelry no doubt.
Who this guy was, I just couldn't place,
For a bushy white beard covered most of his face.



Now, I'm not a bad person, I think you'd agree,
But you just don't break into a man's house, you see.
"Hey you" I said, as he spun 'round with a twitch,
"Merry Christmas, you son of a bitch!"
I fired a shot as he dove to the floor.
Through a flurry of tinsel, I fired twice more.
"Please stop!" he yelled loudly, "You don't understand"
"Stay away from my family, you disgusting old man"



With his finger on his nose, he lept with a burst,
And dashed for the fireplace, but I got there first.
I pushed the muzzle into his beard white as snow,
When suddenly a small voice behind me cried "No!"



I turned 'round and saw it was Billy, my son.
With his pet mouse in hand, he said "Put down the gun.
What are you doing? Don't you know who that is?
Couldn't you tell by that red hat of his?
That's Santa Claus, dad. It's jolly Saint Nick.
Now put down the gun. Come on, don't be a dick."
Billy was right, this old man meant no harm.
I holstered my gun, as he outstretched his arm.
In a flash he took the gun right out of its holder,
And fired a shot into my left shoulder.



"Goddamnit!" I cried as I fell to the floor,
While the burglar made haste toward the jewelry drawer.
"I feel kind of bad" he said, filling his sack,
"But you believe in Santa, so cut me some slack.
Maybe next time someone breaks into your house,
You won't listen to some six year old kid with a mouse."



Then he yelled, as he ran off with my bigscreen TV,
"Merry Christmas to all. Well, maybe to me!"







Read the actual post with illustration here



Thursday, December 18, 2008 8:24 pm



In light of Jesus-sama's birthday in 7 days

Hurry Xmas - L'arc en ciel




I'll be - Yui




Can anyone teach me how to embed in high quality T.T



12:53 am



Shall leave posting of china trip to like when I have 2 straight hours of being able to use the com.


Today went to JP extension! To try and job hunt.

Epic fail, they have like too many people for everything. And they have the weirdest shops, like ones selling remote controls.

Watched The Day the Earth stood still. In which the Earth never really "stopped" or "stood still", where the introduction has no link to the plot(which was a rip off fantastic 4's Rise of the silver surfer), and the ending is like the most terrible thing ever.

I want my money back la D:



Tuesday, December 16, 2008 2:35 pm



04 july '08
yishuo gets his ankle pwnt
chao is in a dillema

06 july
chao's birthday

07 july
"Scientists have revealed that homosexuals use their thumbs to scroll down the message, its too late to change fingers now, GAY"

08 july
"last hint im going to give you LOL"

10 july
shitty performances by summer campers, aka bird tong chai fans.

14 july
chc sux

17 july
kailun suggests getting digivices for everyone

20 july
I have eyesight problems when looking at 2 adjacent messages

21 july
mom arrives at narita airport for transfer to hokkaido

23 july
fat kid whines to mom, "I hate napfa test!" - Jack

24
"I think i get 23 for amath ct my class will woo me liao, still a1 ma" - Yishuo

28
Lame panda sms from tuition

29
Jasline is a book nerd

31 july
Failure Macbeth performance in hall by our wonderful English drama club

02 august
Mom tells me to study more and play less

03 august
Bro drives me home from tuition

08 august
movie at JP with yishuo's injury, mirroring the same event a year ago

NDP performance at Beijing olympics with the boards

10 august
FCBC service in a few days
Yishuo randomnly types in chinese

11 august
more church problems

12 august
Oral destress messages
"dont let your mind be flooded"
"release the arthur kok in you! xD"
"good luck! blow them away."

14 august
geog tys answer booklet - wall of text + 999999999999999999999999999 damage

15
random arthur kok reference about phone calls for oral practices

17
jack's birthday
michael phelps is still being worshipped

19
I pon school. Jack tio ss propoganda
"LOL you say it like a cyanide and happiness comic" - chao

22
"I've spoke to klinsen on e phone just now. He's not confirmed for cg. He'll try and let me noe." - _______ (notice how unusual it is that this appears in my inbox)

27
Chao plays the hairy banjo!
which was disgusting and completely unnecessary

31
fat girls =/= hot in fbt

03 September
yalam!

04
Yishuo goes to the singapore flyer, sees nan hua teachers

06
I recalled Daren Tay telling us the important pages for rivers and coasts back in 2007, which was the entire chapter

11
Joel Teoh decimates the sec 4s with killer prelim paper 2
elena's birthday
7th anniversary of Allah supremacy
"shanker" - chao

12
flight info for china trip

13
various smses for grad night info
analysis of grad night

14
I discover the gay bomb.
Got another light hearted joke from tuition.

15
I see the most ravishing girl who probably isn't legal yet but WOW. Hot.
"Hum one minute, regret one life" - sally

18
"The chian reloaded" - Jack, in response to the post O level plan talks

19
People actually aim for 6 raw score in l1r5
Kurosagi movie with random people. "OMG SO CUTE!!!!!!" - Jack, in response to closeup of Yamapi's face.

22
I screw up my english compre prelim
"Penis" - Jack

26
Xiahao forgets his shoebag at a coffeeshop, and then the movie theatre
Chem small group the next day(I didnt go)

28
I suspect cumstains in plaza sing toilet
The new weapon shop in plaza sing opens

30
I bitch about the imbaness of PCME to benny

01 october
just keep mugging~~
Some random explosion occurs in the next block.

02
"tomorrow please come :(" - Kailun
I survived a japanese gameshow debuts.

03
discussed the slackyness of NS with jack
406 only has 10 people showing up for school

05
$28 is due for 402 pullover

07
news of postprom party spreads

08
kwangteng pms

09
I try to flee the school compound with chowler. Bump into the entire class of 407 while on the way (15 people)
Emo about english O level.

14
I laugh at Clutch.
Mom gives pep talk.
6.56 is released.
Amber promises to revive her blog ._.

17
we bow to the yalam

18
I send motivational smses and receive from the following:
qianyi, bryan, cuncui, phillip, amandatan, jessabelle, grace, nicky kendric, simin, jasline, daniel tan, and sadly, G -.-

20
O level begins

31
Bio O level. "Smooth endoplasmic rectum" - Weiliat

12 november
amanda's blog and email gets haxxored

13
Congrats from JT for clearing O levels
205 girls show their true colours

14
Sushi buffet

18
Cultural pot - nicky is teh pangseh king, sec2s play warriors orochi,
"LOLOL RANDOM" - sally, in response to my realisation of "CULTURALWOK/GHOSTWOK"
"Holy mother Jew. Thank God I din go." - Jack
"mah $10 :(" - Chao

19
Yishuo is selling his 8gb card
I dream about some Joanna in NPCC. Freakishly enough, there really is such a person -.-
Chao sees laucharbor at harbourfront MRT

20
"where did u buy ur clothes" - phillip wang(Didn't reply this)
I go to jack's house to play guitar. Go to RTC for buffet dinner and time crisis 4. Dota was late that night.
"All ish assembled and waiting for chiur command sir :(" - Chao
"191, I just woke up lol" - Yuyong, on his brother's psle

21
soccer at Fico and party at benny's house

22
AFA 08!
"help me buy lambo goods" - cherhan"(dont have sia :/ )

23
Xanxus gains 50 kg "YES, EXACTLY. FAIL." - Sally

24 - Prom night!
"look at the D" - yishuo
"LOL THE YIJIE ONE MOST JOKE" - sally, on 405's annoyingly long class video

26 - Xiahao Dies
"Hey guys, im leaving 4 china 2 day. Ive enjoyed 3 years of school life in singapore because of u. hope that our friendship will last 4ever even if we may end up in different schools next year. I really appreciate e chalet and wish that it will not be e last one I have wif u. all e best!"

28
Matsumoto gets half her body chopped with her boobs intact.

29
We all want to be gundam meisters :(
I go to ZHAINAH to search for a clean toilet.
"Huat ah" - Kailun




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