pull on my heart's trigger; oh yeah



Thursday, March 30, 2006 10:05 pm



Nothing to post today. 'Cept that my mom isn't that bad today.

If I lie, please know..
I don't wanna hurt you...
I stand at an edge..
Wondering...



Tuesday, March 28, 2006 10:07 pm



Nth much today, 'cept that had calligraphy(ogm pokemon spam, yishuo >_>) and combined class for bio with 2/6.

THe lesson quite boring, but I paid attention la. Lol.

Was about to leave the school when I saw officer shengwen, then he asked my why I nv go parade. I told him about my ass-cramp and bio remedial. then he reminded me about this saturday's AQ, ogm 4.30 am at duno where. >_>

Today, came home, asked mom to sign bio file. MAN was I pissed. She go flip through the file and pick out mistakes that didn't exist (untidy common test paper, unmarked NOTES etc etc.) And she slapped me after seeing my common test marks, 37/50. Fuck, I snatched the file and slapped her hand one side. She already saw it before la, now then scold. Then she didn't criticised it, she CONDEMNED it. WTf, A2 not good enough for you izzit? I can increase that 2 by 7 if you want me to, bitch.



Sunday, March 26, 2006 10:53 pm



I shalt blog about the new

42 INCH PLASMA TEE VEE

Okay, enough showing off.

But gosh, it owns, can watch 2 channels at once, with the 16 channel video mosaic from Starhub, that's like 2 X 16 channels in the form of templates. *GASP* 32 channels.

And there are so many damn ports, I can now plug in my xbox and DVD player at the same time >_>

The quality rocks too, the light doesn't project out, it doesn't harm your eyes too much.

And man, it is HUGE. If I stood in front of it and it toppled off the cupboard thingy it was on I would DIE.

Yesterday went for Parent's appreciation night at school. For the BB and GB. I was acting in a skit and I was a dog. Chi ho(not the npcc one) was a farmer and I kept "clawing" his leg while he was talking. lol, distracted him like shit. Then we sang a song when we didn't know the lyrics, I was in front so I was teh lip-synching masta for the day =D

I didn't want to go for parent's appreciation, I found it so upsetting that people could just declare their love for their parents in front of everyone and I'm stuck here in a middle of a feud with them. I got nothing to compliment them, they got nothing to compliment me. Shit. I got so upset I managed to eat 2 plates of food. And when I got home I kept eating and eating and eating. This morning I downed like 4 cups of coffee.

Tonikaku... (It means Anyway, for the non-Anime inclined)

I've been going on spamming sprees on everyone's blog. Yes, go check yours now, I feel bored, and I'm GUILTY OF SPAMMING , SENTENCE ME TO DEATH DAMMIT. YES, MY MENTOR JIAYU HAS RUBBED OFF THE SPAMMING SPIRIT ON ME. >=D

But seriously, I've been feeling real depressed-like this weekend. My mood like just, sinks. Stupid chem test, partly to blame cuz i forgot to bring stuff back. Then I keep pretending I don't care lol. Busy rushing through a few chem info cherhan looked up. He's a real nice guy, lol, just that some weird girl called Judith keeps saying he's cute.

don't feel like going to school tomorrow, seriously, new timetable, dismissed at 2.30. What the fuck man.



Friday, March 24, 2006 7:09 pm



Wow, the dance today was 1337. We learnt a TOTAL new HALF of the NPD dance. The sections A - D were only HALF. omfg. so we started learning from this Chinese speaking faggot. his timings were teh own

"Zhoom.....ZHoom 2 3 4"

I didn't understand.

Okay, but the order of the segments was B,C,C, hood action, A, cross hand action, and D twice. Holy shit, it was tiring. On the top of that, I cant recall any of the actions for the new half.

And then I went to watch some guys play basketball after dance, I sat there with my free ICE-CREAM(omfg) eating. A while later, I decided to go back. I had just reached the bus stop when my phone rang, i checked it, the message read "Dad and I will come pick you up at 5.30".

With half an hour to go, I decided to walk back and watch basketball again. Serene was there, Jasline joined soon after, and I went on a trail on how *ahem* spams me, nicky and cherhan. =D

Sooo, then my parents came to pick me in the new car, man it owns, especially the radio. And there are so many little kewt compartments here and there, I was having fun on the way back, LOL.

I still got my ass cramp, crap.



Tuesday, March 21, 2006 6:14 pm



Today was the fateful...

Battle against Thomas

It began with a brutal bitching on his part. Rearing through the class like a wild BLACK animal. Jesus, most of us were barely alive, two were dead before we knew it.

Okok, I make it sound bad.

Anyway, at one point where our class T design was confiscated, Thomas placed it on the teacher's table and walked away. Supeng conviniently swiped it off and passed it back XD . fucken hilarious
Things were worse when ZhingYew decided to put more than just "paintballs" into thomas' pocket. We were lmaoing the whole time, and the genius Melvin placed some notes like "Remember tonight, at the hotel" and "40 Coffee flavoured rubbers, mmmmmmmm". I never laughed so much in my life.

During BB parade, we slacked our asses off. It was mainly a discussion and rehearsals for a skit but man, at that point, the fact hit me

How was I to get my parents to come to parents appreciation night on Saturday? Everytime something like this came up I was always dealt with the most lethal of sarcastic poisons. Especially the fact that it was compulsory to write a card to my parents

I mean, I'm in the middle of a stasis argument between them, any compliment or word of thanks I say would probably be ignored. Actually, it would be ignored whether they were angry at me or not. Last November's fake suicide letter proved to be successful. They called me and didn't tell me anything but not to do anything stupid. I felt touched as I thought that was concern.

But, what the hell, last week's argument, and more in this week. I really can't take it. Grades, grades, and grades. All that matters to them. You can't accept the fact that your son inherited the trait of lazyness from you, too fucking bad.



Monday, March 20, 2006 10:12 pm



Nothing much to post about, except that I started watching Full Metal Alchemist(downloaded it illegally >=O)

Nice show actually, its better than Bleach, should've realised it earlier. Ed's exaggerations of people calling him short are hilarious.

GG, still got 41 more episodes to go.



Thursday, March 16, 2006 11:18 pm



Crap, forgot to update. Then I shall post about yesterday's

ADVENTURE TO JURONG POINT

It came out to quite a good start. I was there to get a gift for Roanna's birthday(which is today, by the way, I went yesterday). Me, cherhan and Yishuo were owned by the sight that we saw before we even entered Jurong point. 2 Indian guys wearing motorbike helmets were standing in front of those machines that have many small screens and they were DANCING to the music it was playing O_O

So, I picked this shop to see what was in it. The sales assistant seemed friendly at first, asking my budget blah blah blah. Then she started sounding hasty. At this point, she already reccomended something which I thought was not bad, some small keychain/accessory thingy, then she asked if I wanted a box.

Before I could even swallow that sentence, she had already packed it in and said "$29.90". I stood there confounded and confuzzled for a minute, Jesus CHRIST, something THAT SMALL made of IRON for $29.90? Looking at my face, the sales assistant took it out of the box and said "$24.90" then. I was like, making the Italian "WTF" sign. And the staff were like, "Forget it, if you don't even have the heart to spend this type of money, what will all your friends think of you?"

At that point, I had felt like shouting "I wonder what my friends would think of me if I were dumb enough to buy it?" It wasn't really about the price, but the way the staff HAD to say stuff. It was really the last straw, but I kept quiet and stormed off.

Browsing through a few more shops I saw the EXACT same thing being sold at $5.90. I felt like rampaging back to the store, messing it up, showing the staff the price tag and screaming "GG" at the top of my lungs. But I still didn't buy it.

I settled on a kawaiinehxz plushie-thingy. OMFG those are Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo kewt with their alieny look =D

Now, let's talk about today's...
LEADERSHIP TRAINING COURSE

Once again, it was the damn Adrian who was in charge of everything again. The class got split into two. We were lucky, cuz our side of the class had more balls than the other half - literally.

First up was the Formula-one-car-thingy-exercise...THINGY. Okay, so we had to make a car outta shit. It was hella tough. Eventually, Chao Hsien and Jerome came up with a plausible design, and the guys started working on it. It was only 15 minutes later which I realised half the team wasn't working, so I /sarcasmed the room and some of the slackers began to ask me what to do. I gave instructions but most just walked off. We ended up with a shitty-looking crushgear THINGY, we then proceeded to go to the 1st floor for the competition.

Besides a group from 2/11, our team actually had made something that somewhat resembled a car, rather than just the front wheels of a bulldozer(what most teams did), or a skyhigh tower thing with marbles at the bottom(2/3 >_>). Ours moved the 2nd farthest during the "competition" thingy. Yay, our morale was somewhat boosted.

Many more activites came up soon after, we started to work more like a team, although everyone was releasing opinions faster than you can say "a". We generally had fun, but John sprained his ankle in an activity, poor John =(

I got many more details about my LDC experience, feel free to ask on my tagboard =)

Klin'



Tuesday, March 14, 2006 6:59 pm



Argh, some updates for maple.

Tomorrow's the gigantasaurous patch that's actually LARGER than the game file. Wheeee, thats dumb, thank Gawdness I'm already prepared for it. Level 64 too, gotta rush to reach my target for this holiday: 66! Holy crap.

So its only less than 2 days before I say goodbye to the thorns I possess. It was nice knowin' ya dude =D

We're near halfway through the holidays, got DnT tomorrow T_T , and a dumb leadership workshop after that. *cries*

Oh wah
Oh sadness
Oh emo-ness

And I made a resolution, by the end of the year I'd be a changed person. No more screwing around with my life anymore, I'm gonna live it the right way....

....the way I want it.

The battle of the limit is the ultimate test
failing all but only One
But if you trust in yourself
And never give up hope
You'll know...
You'll be that only One



Saturday, March 11, 2006 10:02 pm



The first time I'm posting twice on the same day!
This is a letter addressed my dearest mother.

Dear Mrs ISohwannapissyouoff,

Thanks for taking your time to read this letter. How are you? Oh, me? I'm fine after that 1 hour bitchin' session you gave me.

No really, I'm serious. I now know that no one on EARTH will dare to slack. I also learnt that I study just so I can grow up to be rich and successful so you don't die of starvation.

A few more things I learnt; I shouldn't have tried to love you that much, all that which you showered on me was an outlet for all the cooped-up love for my elder brother, ok, fair. But now that he's back, you turn around and stab me in the back with your poisoned dagger of kaobei-ness; Teenagers in real life do not DARE to defy their parents or leave themselves un-prioritized; Teenagers also will never ever procrastinate homework and will do it ASAP whenever possible, be it waiting in the lift or for the lift, sitting in the toilet, or even walking home from the bus stop; Last but definitely not least, 200% exists even though 100% is the limit for most people.

At least now I know, if I'd been a girl, you'd love me much more. Why? You wanted me to be a girl, didn't you? You probably always wanted to have someone you could treat as a daughter. That explains why you tried to convince me that pink was a nice colour as a kid. Or that soft toys were fun to play with. Let me tell you this...

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST

You can't accept me for who I am. You want me to just shake off my lazy attitude(WHICH, BY THE WAY, I INHERITED FROM YOU), just so you can live a peaceful and well-paid-for old age. SHIT YOU. If my peers or strangers or whatever can't accept me, its fine, but YOU'RE MY MOTHER DAMMIT. ONE OUT OF MY TWO PARENTS. What the hell am I supposed to believe in if I can't believe my own mother?

I never got the respect from you that other mothers give their teenage children. I may forever be your son, but please do not take me as that gullible little kid you looked at 8 years ago. Ever considered that I have a mind of my own? You threaten me with stupid blackmail. I never get to go out with friends often because of you. You also expect me to report to you when I reach home. What are you, a drill sergeant, or my mother? If you were my mother, you would be able to tell what I do in my cca, which I have been in since p3, but you can't, can you? BECAUSE YOU NEVER EVER TRIED TO GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHAT I DO.

YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT FOOD I LIKE, AFTER 14 YEARS, 14 YEARS! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? YOU TREAT MY NIECE BETTER THAN ME DAMN IT!

AND IF YOU'RE READING THIS AND CRYING LIKE IN "I NOT STUPID TOO". HERE'S A MESSAGE THAT WILL CHEER YOU UP BIG TIME

FUCK YOU

NEXT TIME TRY TO SET AN EXAMPLE BEFORE YOU EXPECT PEOPLE TO DO THINGS.

Your "Son",
Klinsen



9:07 pm



Crap la.

I hate my mother la. I showed my parents my report card today, my Dad praised me for doing better than expected, then my mom had to ruin the mood by saying that "I had better improve on my Chinese". WTF, I FINALLY PASSED AFTER SO LONG, IS THAT ALL THE BULLSHIT YOU GOT TO SAY TO ME?

And then dinner was horrible la, for the 14 YEARS I'VE LIVED, I'VE NEVER SEEN THE DAY WHERE SHE DOESN'T OVERLOAD THE DISH WITH INGREDIENTS. No bloody evolution after 20+ years of my dad telling her, and she said that she "gave up cooking" because no one wanted to eat it. THEN LISTEN AND LEARN FROM COMMENTS

And then just now I was busily enjoying the com with a smile on my face, she had to come in and kaobei at me for not studying. So I explained that I was only taking a break cuz its the holidays, she then replied that even if its a holiday, I still gotta study. So I kept calm and told her about th e number of remedials I had during the holidays. She told me to shut up.

Then 20 minutes later, she DEMANDED that I help her fix the DvD player even though I didn't know shit about how to fix it. After a pointless trial, I asked her to call my dad, she said "call yourself".

Piece of shit, what the hell are you doing?



Thursday, March 09, 2006 8:39 pm



Yay, today for DNT I finally did something.

After sawing my ass off for 1 hour, I accomplished making the base of my deck-box (but haven't shaped it yet T_T) . Sadly, I also sawed and cut a small scratch on my hand. I have NO idea how the hell I managed to do that

And we're doing oral presentation next week.

GG to the "holidays" we have left anyway.

It's so cold...
Here without you baby...
But I as a traitorous bastard...
Do I even deserved a chance from you?



Wednesday, March 08, 2006 3:33 pm



Hehe... was surfing sleepywood when i found this survey thingy...

Here goes n'thin..

1. Tell us your character’s name, gender and job. AdelheidX, male hunter
2. Anything you are really picky about with your character (such as a certain color outfit, hair, etc.)? Always gotta be a colour theme
3. What server do you play on? Aquila
4. Have you ever migrated to another server? Why or why not? Nope, too scared of losing my friends.
5. When did you start playing Maple? December 2004
6. How/why did you get started playing? Saw a kid playing it, decided to try it out.
7. How often do you play? At least 3 times a week.
8. Do you think you’ll ever quit? Probably.
9. Do you belong to any guilds or groups? If so, what are their names? I'm protecting my guild members' privacy by not revealing our guild name =O
10. How much fame do you have right now? 101, aiming for 1337
11. Do you ever buy or trade fame? If so, how often? Nope
12. Do you think the fame system is important? Useful? Why or why not? Fame is a useless piece of crap that causes social problems.
13. Do you use any data/reference sites? sleepywood.net? duh
14. What’s your favorite monster? Pixies(they helped me level SO MUCH T_T)
15. What’s your least favorite monster? Crimson balrogs, they use fly hacks
16. If you were to eat one, what monster do you think would taste good? Maybe a hector? O_o
17. Who put the ribbons on the Ribbon Pigs? God did.
18. What monster makes your favorite dying sound? Probably the little kitties.
19. What is the coolest-looking weapon you’ve seen on Maple? Cao cao bow/devil's sunrise
20. What’s the relationship between Orange Mushrooms and Mushmom? Spoilt brats and their mom?
21. What kind of person do you think is hiding under the Wraith’s sheet? A rapist =X
22. Do you have a favorite NPC? Who? No one.
23. Describe the first time someone did you a kindness in Maple. They allowed me to share channels omfg
24. Do you still remember that person? If so, do you have contact with them now? Nope
25. How about the first time someone really ticked you off in the game? What did you do? I had fits for days
26. Do you train in parties often? If so, what’s the best party you play with? I party with my friend quite often.
27. Give Dark Axe Stumps another name. Niggerwoods? XD
28. What’s your favorite town in Maple, and why? Orbis, its the most fictional city other than Ludibrium.
29. What’s your favorite screen to train on, and why? I don't understand this
30. What screen has given you the best drops? If screen means monsters, I guess wraiths.
31. What screen would you never want to play on again (if you could avoid it) and why? I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT SCREENS ARE
32. You fell asleep only to find yourself right next to a Balrog when you wake up. Now what? Logout and scream about it to my friends when I log back in.
33. Have you ever accidentally left your character on a screen where your HP continually reduces (snowfields) and they ended up dying? Nope, never.
34. Which map’s music do you like? Sakura Island/Train to Ludibrium(the same music)
35. Any easy mistakes you make frequently? I arrow bomb mobs of 2 =.=
36. Do you often die from forgetting to use a recovery item (letting M.Guard or pots run out, etc.)? Never
37. If you were to create a new character, what job would it be? A dragon knight
38. Is there a job you wouldn’t want to play as? Assassins
39. In your opinion, what’s the best job in Maplestory (currently available)? Either Xbowmen or Priests
40. Did you ever make a mistake on your stats or skills (or did you do something intentionally that you believe was a mistake now)? I did that frequently in global =/
41. Did you ever accidentally click the wrong thing while upgrading stats or skills? If so, what were your thoughts when that happened? (If not, what would you think?) A lot of times in global, most of the time I never really cared.
42. What do you think about panlids? If you have one, how long did it take you to get one? Panlids aren't really neccessary, but if you have one, just use it.
43. Do you think the success rate of the 10% scrolls is really 10%? Yeah, I do.
44. At what level do you think you’ll quit your character? Maybe at level 150?
45. What’s your favorite facial expression (F1 and so on)? F3
46. What do you think of the avatar system (character’s looks, including cash shop)? It seperates maplestory from other MMORPGS as maple cocentrates so MUCH on avatars
47. What is your character wearing right now? A scrolled Red Tai
48. About how much (whether in mesos or cash shop points or both) did you spend on your character’s current outfit? about 1m mesos
49. How much have you spent on outfits so far? Maybe $30 bucks in real life?
50. Do you have a pet? If so, what’s its name and what kind is it? My bunny Puffie died a few days ago T_T
51. What kind of monster would you like to see as a pet? The tri-coloured kitties =D
52. What’s a cash shop item you’d like to see? 2X exp cards FTW
53. Do you have a favorite GM? Do I even know any GMs?
54. What would you like to see in the next patch? Ludi or Aqua dungeon dammit
55. How would you describe Maple Story if you were recommending it to a friend? Oh, its fun and cute, generally.
56. What’s your favorite memory you have of playing so far? Killing an afk person at stone golems.
57. What was the hardest thing for you in the game so far? Mobbing tauros
58. What’s one thing you’d say to Wizet? Updates Pl0X
59. Why do you continue to play Maple? Iono, kicks, I guess
60. What are your future plans for the game?
Nothing?

That took a while.

My blood...My tears...

My heart is so confused...

What did you think of me?

What should I think of you now?

I care for you

Enough not to harm you...

Enough to stay away....

I really do,


Please...



Tuesday, March 07, 2006 6:15 pm



Ahaha, school today was generally damn sian.. I was like, crazy most of the day, insane laughter all that, then yuan2 and ferny asked me if i wanted to go for KFC with some other people, soo I said yes.

After school, John, yuan,zishuo,eddie,Roro and I all went to Student activity centre. so suddenly some of them started doing hw, and I was "forced" to join. stupid roro =(

At the KFC we kept talking shit la, yuan keep saying she want a "gentleman" and that she got "cheated of her chicken". I was like wtf, and I learnt that FangYu becomes lesbian with any girl she gets close to. When I realised all the girls were like obsessed about who liking what, and then i said that everyone had a bloody cup of female hormones, and the dance instructor peter kept coming into the conversation at random times.

When kenny went to answer his phone, suddenly everyone started to jiang3 ta1 de huai4 hua4, and the change was so abrupt when he came back into the KFC. Then Yuan's phone rang, it was amanda, then john said something like "oh shit, i think i run to the mrt liao"

it turns out that amanda was NEAR the MRT at that point, and everyone kinda laughed. So I pointed out that while we were waiting for the maths remedial people, John had picked a place that was close to where amanda was having CCA. ooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhh

A bit more screwing here and there and soon I was back home. gonna do hw later =O

I'll be there to comfort you
Til' time and Omega fuse
I'll be there, for sure
And that's where you'll see my love...
For You....



Monday, March 06, 2006 6:15 pm



Ah.

I got pwned by Miss Chng today, all because I didn't dare to raise up my hand to go grab my notes. I tried asking for permission but I realised the past few times someone did that, they got scolded. So I decided to keep quiet, BIG MISTAKE.

And those 2/5 bastards made me their representative for a english speech competition Y_Y wtf, I'm teh innocentx0RZ, WHY, 2/5? WHY? YOU LITTLE TRAITOROUS BITCHES Y_Y

But on a happier note, I scored an A1 for maths, whooptee-do =)

And I was literally camping my ass off at the thorns auction just now. I won the auction, but pulled out, cuz someone else sold me a thorns with one Magic attack point less for 2 million mesos cheaper.

Nicky, if you're reading this, please restart your char, most likely I'm gonna let you leech or help you train.

And I got a new skin, yeah. My blog looks emo now =O

If I ever confessed to you
What should I expect?
For you to rear up and react to my hypocry?
The dillema I'm put in is confusing...

Should I take the risk?



Sunday, March 05, 2006 12:02 pm



Lol, nothing much to post now, will update if something comes up later today


I don't love you anymore
Only because you don't want me to
I'd be nothing more than a hypocryte if I continued to
So I never got to say
I love you



Friday, March 03, 2006 5:22 pm



Yay for the roadrun today. I managed to improve by 80 positions to reach 30th position, phew, was kinda tired at the end, but I managed to sprint and overtake weiliat less than 2 metres away from the finishing line. And after that I downed a whole bottle of water on myself and went to laugh at other people taking their time walking back.

And back at school, the school canteen was teh own. A 20 minute queue for every stall GG. and I just went back to class and slept.

Then there was the crappy program in the hall blah blah blah bullshit act 3 and eye talk, OKAY.

On to netball, me, jiayu and kenny rushed over in a taxi without nicky =X And the taxi driver like didn't know the way, and I had to point directions like a fucking retard. When we got there, we just managed to see the B div get pwnt by MGS. Then we waited till 3.30 for the C div match.

At that point I started to insult MGS damn loud on purpose. And they were ACTUALLY INSULTED. A victory for me then.

But eventually the C div of Nan Hua lost, by 1 friggin goal btw. Kinda sad, I didn't say anything to any of them.

And now I'm back home eating dinner =O


I will be there to lend a shoulder
I will be there to take your hand
I will be there with you
I will be there for you



Thursday, March 02, 2006 3:50 pm



Overview of common tests results!

Geography - 22/25 = A1 =D
History- 15/20 = A1 =D
Literature- 15/ 25 = B4 =/
Chinese- 19/35 = C6 =/
English- 18/30 = B4 =/
Bio- 37/50 = A2 =)

Not bad eh? Better than expected.

Tomorrow's the Xcountry for my school, and I'mma rush that bloody 4.8km But its like, people are telling me to go for top 20. wtf, fuck them, how the hell am I supposed to do that?


What if you cared for me?

I look at you from afar

I value you more than a friend

But you probably don't...



Wednesday, March 01, 2006 3:48 pm



Soo today, we at Nan Hua High began to learn a few dance steps for NDP.

We thought it'd look like shit, but after a bit of practice, it was somewhat fun. Perhaps the movements got us going. The steps weren't that hard as well.

And the common tests are OFFICIALLY OVER, with the bloody art test done with. I left one entire question blank, and it cost me 8 MARKS OMG I GIVA DAMN.

Lastly, today there will be no peace at my house, that's because my bro's getting his A level results. He's so gonna get fucked by my parents, cuz he like, didn't study. And I'm like, gonna be affected, with all that bitchin' and all.

Yay me =(