pull on my heart's trigger; oh yeah



Thursday, January 31, 2008 10:01 pm



95 words

free Touch typing



You type 511 characters per minute
You have 95 correct words and
you have 3 wrong words



These based on the most frequent words used in the english language. That's not my limit, if I didnt have to put a space in between each word I could've gone faster than that, 3/4 of my wrong words were caused by premature spacings D: I suck

I will emo no more, emo is for depressed amish : Who wear nothing but black, have stupid haircuts, and only play ACOUSTIC guitars




The names of the main units are

Exia; Dynames; Kyrios; Virtue(Nadleeh)
Throne Eins; Throne Zwei; Throne Drei

Good vs ebil >:



Wednesday, January 30, 2008 8:19 pm



Eldeweiss


Sec1s came today, they're all either too big or too small. No one is my size, all are either bigger or smaller than me, no kidding >:

Pore Yi Devin is going to take part in nan hua idol! and he's in my cca! :D

Sec 4s were not around because of that lame chemistry thingy, squad 3 and 4 were totally gone and half of squad 1 and 2 weren't there either. Sooo, drill, and then measured uniform sizes for sec 1, and Soccer! Squad 2 > Squad 1 TEN-ONE. Everyone had a hat trick lolol.

Best part was mingyuan weijian and 3 others had gone off to play their own game, leaving squad 2 effectively 5 men down, but who cares >:

Anyway, let's go back.

Today was the first time anyone ever complemented me on my looks. Thank you Jingying :D it means a lot to me LOL

New Nan Hua PEshirt is dry fit and looks nice, better than the current standard edition. But anyway camp tee/90th anniversary > all

Kailun had left for AQ training at Pulau Ubin early in the game. Realised I had to study for the upcoming tests or risk looking incompetent again.

Seriously felt totally drained after goodness knows how long of nightmares I had. Still can't clear my head.




And then I decided to edit this post because I'm sick of myself.

I'm sick of myself having to feel helpless all the time.

I'm sick of allowing myself to sink by doing nothing to compensate for my shortcomings.

I'm sick of being like everyone else.

I have to be someone. I have to stop all this. I have to stay strong, the way I'm expected to be.


And the will of This Klinsen has once again resurfaced, for what was once lost, now is found.

You'll never put me down now.



Monday, January 28, 2008 6:44 pm



The three throne gundams look ebil. Like really, especially with the red GN particles. With that look, plus the apparent personality of the 3 meisters, they're going to be villians, lol.

Benny told us some stuff that was totally irrelavent to me, I am not going to drop HCL, dammit.

I'm going to just die soon, "my very existence is threatening to drag down the national average and the intelligence of others". There is no room for, being average.

Tip : If you're going to a JC, do not settle for anything less than AC, because its not worth going to a JC if its not good, if not you might want to consider taking specialized courses, go to shatec or ITE if you have to, just don't go to places like JJ or Nanyang JC :O

Nicky got his psp and brought it today, and got his plastic outer casing damaged D: okay, I don't drop my stuff, and I won't really understand a need to refract my screen with plastic.

Suddenly I realise the feeling of ultimate comfort to sleep. Maybe I'll enjoy dying when it comes



Sunday, January 27, 2008 6:31 pm



So I am officially stuck on sunday classes for drum. whoopee.

Celine quit :o turns out she's actually OLDER than me. Which comes as a surprise, thought she was sec 3 lol.

Wanted to die after going cardigan-hunting. Still didnt get anything though. Orchard is seriously packed in every pocket of space there is. Even in places like TCC or Coffee bean where no one actually goes besides myself D: proved me wrong.

And and and, I'm really totally sick of the urinals at Plaza Sing. Its like, no one wants to pee unless its at least 2 spaces away from anyone else. Because the oh so great design juts out below, so you have no choice but to stand a good 5cm away from the base and then graciously expose yourself to anyone beside you. Hands simply aren't big enough.

Tried some weird lychee-coffee thingy, was surprisingly okay.

I'm crazyyy. Haven't done Kok's homework, the pain, the terror!



Saturday, January 26, 2008 8:48 pm



I'm never going back to Queensway again. And if I see a shop that has incorporated a "z" in its name for no apparent reason, I'm going to burn it down. For the last time, I do not want to look Korean.

This week's shonen jump has Naruto and Bleach focused around the eyes. Itachi wants to gouge out Sasuke's sharingan. Kenpachi tries to stab Nnoitora through the eye and manages to put his entire zanpakto through his head, but apparently it does nothing(psst, I think that's where Nnoitora's hollow hole is)

Bryan was feeling sad today :( he had to go service his phone at wisma atria, cause its screwed. And he can't sms someone happy birthday tonight without one :( Met them at Wisma after queensway, sat down with my stuff, and screwed around in the Sony store.

Then we went to the hellhole of Nokia customer service centre at Wheelock place, screw it :/ Had a pepper lunch dinner, the irony.

I hate hordes of people swarming past you in packs of 5 or 6 effectively choking walkways and underpasses together as a legion. Yay me for effectively using all the group nouns in Heroes of Might and Magic.

Went to wiki and copied down all the kana in current use. Whooo. I'm so slack that i just ignore all my homework, ahhhhhhhhh. I hate you mr kok, no matter who you might be and where you might be from.



Friday, January 25, 2008 11:01 pm



Edit : Fire away at me man, I don't care what you are, I intend to die one day, whether i regret it or not.

"Truth is, I love you. Can't think of a better way to put it. For every single word you've said to me; For every gaze you've laid on me; For every second you listened to me. Even till now, I'm nowhere near clear about the status of our friendship. It's so painful to do this. I don't even know why I'm saying this. Maybe I just want you to know, this is who I am. "


Life is a real mashup. Kind of like the clashing of genres in this song.


Build God, then we'll talk

It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of 4th and Fremont Street.
Appealing only because they are just that un-appealing
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering.
The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe just a dash of formaldehyde,
And the habit of decomposing right before your very (lalalala) eyes.


Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy


Tonight tenants range from: a lawyer and a virgin
Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
She's getting a job at the firm come Monday.
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney
moonlighting aside, she really needs his money.
Oh, wonderful caricature of intimacy.


Yeah (Yeah)


And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for that "virgin"
Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business"
as he said to the Mrs. Well, only hours before,
after he had left, she was fixing her face in a compact.
There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash)


Between her and the badge
She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a different kind.


Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy


There are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.(the sound of music lol wtf)


Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.


Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy


Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.


Raindrops on roses and the girls in white dresses
And the sleeping with the roaches and the taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.


Kind of like a sketchy description of the deceptions and complications we face that simply refuse to get out of the way.

I've had to physically relieve myself. Not that way you perverts, but somehow forcefully fainting and reviving myself shortly. The same way you'd keep restarting your computer or refreshing a slow-loading web page.

Today only made me feel worse.

Anyway, people.

I'm having double portions of girl problems, naggy parents, and bad grades. I know im stressed somewhat, may have tried to confide in you, but then . It really hurts to see everyone breaking under this weight.

I'm no omnipotent happy boy, but if I can't handle my life at 100% efficiency, that doesn't mean I don't try and help everyone I can.

No idea whether its a matter of being headstrong, or just plain busybody. But if there's anyone out there, who really needs a good ear and advice : I'm here. That's it.

Let me get this straight : I am NOT a happy man. But that doesn't stop me from wanting the best for those around me. That doesn't stop me from striving to transform myself into the ideal person.


"You have that image of that's real to others but not to yourself. It's like a ghost; If you want to believe its there, its there. That facade that you've created, wisps around you, influencing you only to the point similar to that of a mask. An ethereal visage. One to call your own."


And thus, I wrote out my soul.



Thursday, January 24, 2008 10:04 pm



All whom I know.

Must not fall. I won't let you guys.



Tuesday, January 22, 2008 9:35 pm



Wow. So I changed bro's com over(after 6 agonizing months). And then I had like my eyes wide open at the brighter monitor with much better resolution.

But vista sucks, seriously, they're not kidding. Its just slow and incompatible with a whole lot of stuff. Buggy too. But at least I now have a 2 gig ram, might consider going to wolfteam now :D

School still blows as usual, am really bored nowadays with my resolve not to talk to anyone in class. Must, mug. Argh.

Hear thee hear thee : Lee Yi Shuo is going to participate in nan hua idol and he has my support as far as he wants to go. All whom opposed thee, shall see-eth no light o'er thy head. Thou foul miscreant.

As far as Arthur Kok is concerned, my hypothesis is that he is actually me from the future (hence the life similarities: injured foot, compo screwups, the LOOKS) and he has come back to either warn/make fun of me. The thing is he can only drop hints as confirming it would give me real knowledge of the future, and having knowledge of the future will change the future itself. The time-space continuom for the 4th dimension will then tear itself apart due to the paradox.

I'm going to try and get 1 cardigan at least lolol. Ghey, but fun. Skinnies on me will look like @,@ shit. LOL FAG

I've also taken up the recent habit of drawing Cyanide & Happiness-esque comics on my math class workbooks.



OKAY I'M BORING YOU WITH MY CRAPPY LIFE STORIES. SHOOT ME. But sms me first :)



Sunday, January 20, 2008 8:57 pm



I kept my promise by keeping eternity long hiatus lasting 4 days.

Okay, so I've been nowhere near busy recently, like finally. Went to Ngee Ann poly open house on saturday with jack, koped all the freebies like the countrymen I grew up with.

Saw 4/5 people there, followed them around for a while, made fun of William and Weijie :o

After that went for dinner at Toh Yi market, saw some nan hua peeps there. Talked about weird stuff with family, laughed at ******.

Today was bro's birthday celebration. All his pengyouz were there and stuff, so were family, and people who only wanted to play mahjong, and of course, the magician.

Now you wonder why the hell there's a magician at a party not meant for 1, 11, BUT a 21 year old. Had my hand chopped off and reattached, saw a balloon or two being swallowed, and I found out my cousin could poop coins out. Okay too much info, NEXT.

Had to miss like 30 minutes of the party to go drum, which was really fun. And everyone somehow looked different today in terms of hair. Celine's hair actually reached her shoulders (extensions?), chloe's hair shortened again, and serene's hair was more brown.

Uhh, thank goodness I'm a guy, no pressure for looks eh.

And and and I finally finished the jigsaw puzzle that 205 kia bought for me. Thanks to "Jack, Jasline, Ferny, Qianyi, John, Jiayu, Yuan and Elena." Thanks a lot for putting the puzzle together(on the flip side, which is wtf difficult), writing your message behind, and then shattering it.

Spent a total of 7 hours fixing together the jumbled white and blue hues of Hyourinmaru.

I was looking at Kendric's sms counter, 2007 in 2 weeks. Gosh, I sent 2036 in 4 months, feel so not-wasteful. Maybe I just prefer calling direct :O



Wednesday, January 16, 2008 7:21 pm



Stupid lah.

After 2 complete weeks of school, I feel totally worn out and am seriously ashamed of myself for being so weak. Funny how I saw myself as so strong willed in sec 2 when I'm a shivering coward now.

The sight of a few primary school friends made me think of my growth from a kid until now. Now, when I'm the only non-legal adult in the household. And then schoolwork is like freaking me out due to the fact that I actually care now.

What has being so lazy done for me? Doubt it helps my character, and makes me look like one example of a loser faggot.

I've seen almost everyone I know inside my dreams, things amongst myself and others derail so disastrously off track that they literally shock me awake. I'd say "Want to die lah", but to be honest, I'm so very afraid to.

Maybe I need time off, take a hiatus off blogging like everyone else or something, writing something that isn't on paper just isn't the same.



"So what if Klinsen is 16? Still unreliable as a stillborn"



Monday, January 14, 2008 8:10 pm



Recently, I've remembered my friend from overseas. Tom, Andre-san, Nicole, Shinichi(from the basketball thingy on virgo), ahhhhh. I feel like I should've melded closer to them before they walked out the door.

Yay like, i totally made myself feel like a mugger today.

Halfway through the day I realised I was TALKING to myself. Stupid Amath reduced my life by 3 days, argh. Realised a lot of behaviors of people that obviously overflowed with resentment for me.

Aaanyway. Rushed to central after school, got foolscap and had mcdonalds lunch(like ohmygoodness i finally subject myself to the poison). Totally managed to find that Caraven place with Jasline's super ORIENTATED directions, wowo. Only got lost twice.

Bankai Renji is slow, but hell he's powerful. That's all for today folks, kill me tomorrow if you got to.



Sunday, January 13, 2008 9:05 pm



Time to go


"Klinsen Soh. Trust me, if I don't trust this guy, I wouldn't trust the whole world. He's like the guy who's been closest with me for so long. I sincerely hope that me and him will be friends for life.
"


Yeah, same goes to you buddy. This friendship, I guard with my life.

Went out with family cause mom was coming back from holiday in Phuket. Had lunch at East Coast(for no apparent reason), and everyone bitched about rising prices.

Yamaha added cowbells to all acoustic drum kits in every studio. Argh, screw its precarious position. I'm going to smash one by accident someday.

Sonic rivals 2 and Narultimate Heroes are seriously starting to annoy me arghz. Need to find software to compress my numerous movies and put them in dear deep red. And to all avid readers of my blog(which are few), I have changed my blog music. Phear Hyde's smoker falsettos. Yes, he smokes, and has that marvellous voice that fills your soul.


To the troubled : Life is indeed a tornado. Cuts up everything in its path, swallowing them. If you have no grip on where you're going, before you know it, you're back at square one. Keep riding it, don't throw yourself out of it, find the way to its eye. Only there are you secure. It never hurts to have people around you who can give you a hand, it never hurts to reach out and give others a hand too. Its not all about crying to yourself, you weren't born in this world alone, and that's why you don't live for yourself. Build yourself up, stay focused. Honour all your loved ones and be someone they can be proud of. That's a start to a healthy mental life.


Its okay to be trapped in some ignorances of adolescence, but definitely not all of them.



Saturday, January 12, 2008 6:58 pm



Conversations with my nakama have made me think a lot about our relationships with one another. And I thought of all this. To all who consider yourself my friends, read this, and share my opinion.

Why is it that we, are unable to have emphathy for each others' flaws and preferences?

I quote a chain email, You might be best friends one year; Good buddies the next; Talk less the following year, and perhaps not at all after that. All this, is all the fault of everyone involved.

If you are really angry at that "friend" who "pissed you off" and "obviously doesn't care about you", you totally suck and should destroy that body of yours before it wastes more space and fresh air.

Why do I say this? Simple reason. Don't care what your friends do, if they wrong you in any way, they deserve that chance from you to forgive them. And if you hate them for it, you are the one who should be sorry.

"Friends forgive each other, right?"

Now, if you are so SHOCKED, at whatever your friend did/refused to trust, and you feel betrayed by the same thing because he/she was your "close friend" and that you "believed in" him/her. If you as the "victim" is so innocent, and you treat that friend "so well", then why don't you stop being a fucking hypocrite and SET AN EXAMPLE of what you think a good friend should be/should have done. Start by putting aside what happened, like a "real friend".

This is the acid way of phrasing how good friends should treat each other. I simply cannot stand people who think "My old friend backstabbed/treated me like dirt, screw him". Screw YOU. I mean, give them a break. Do you honestly think they ENJOYED doing it and watching you ignore them? I know no exception to this case.

Rant so not over if not for the fact i have to move my computer now.



3:27 pm



Went bowling with sally chao jack and 9 other np people, and got i got pwnt noobs. Went to KFC for dinner when I wasn't having dinner outside. Then we decided to go to school for fun, saw the sec 1s doing all sort of unmentionables. And many familiar faces.

Self teaching yourself a language is a pain in the ass, and is nearly impossible D: I hate you Narultimate Portable.

Haven't been doing much in the past 20 hours, just pretty much stoning, sleeping, and eating. Am probably going to do Emath later. AHHHHHHHHHHHH there's just simply nothing ot blog about.



Friday, January 11, 2008 10:57 am





This is the opening song of the Japanese Drama Kurosagi. In this series, a man surnamed Kurosaki (played by Yamashita Tomohisa, YAMAPI FANGIRLS SCREAM!), after being traumatised by the murder of his family by his father over being cheated of money, takes it upon itself to give all money swindlers a taste of their own medicine. At the same time, he also returns the money swindled from victims back to them, but keeps any extra for his own usage. Normally he just uses it to buy information :O

So if you've seen a Daite Senorita on someone's msn pm, you know that this is the song rofl.

E-learning day, hello and go away you loach. Stupid websites that screw up on firefox and lag whenever more than 3 people try to do the quiz simultaeniously, gah. Well, at least I'm free for the next 2 days.

So last night I was listening to my mom complain about how 'Olevels were in 1 month'. I closed the door and kept playing dota. When i finally came out of my room, i realised mom and dad were missing. Turns out they went to phuket(just found out this morning), they'll be back sunday.



Thursday, January 10, 2008 6:48 pm



BB day today, yawned while standing at attention and was severely pulvererchrusedsmashed for it.

The full uniform is only really terrible with the cross belt, that's what I felt. Being staff sergeant sucks :( lol, though it does feel good to be important in school for something else other than grades.

Xiahao and Kendric are slowly devolving back to their old selves. And boy am i doing the same by being impatient with them.

Events that happened today show how flawed the school is, pity 4/3, wonder why miss chian chooses to ignore the blatant cheating in the test, stuff that someone like me can't really comprehend. Then again, I'm just another guy.

I heard that Bryan has a handphone, the first in his family! :D

>: I've been up to some sneeeeeeaaaaaky stuff lately. Like, people finally have a break after the hell of a start of school.


We met in school, we laughed in it. We argued out of it. We had fun. This school life I will leave behind in 9 months, I'll really miss it. Cancelled that out after I realised how depressing that sounds. I don't know, just doing a lot of stuff at home. Thinking a lot, and my head hurts.



Tuesday, January 08, 2008 8:35 pm



Today's bb was stupid rofl. I took sec 4s for drill again, and since I felt pretty much sick of marching, i asked them to sing school song while in hentak kaki. I got sing also lol. It was because keith wanted everyone to say the pledge/sing national anthem/school song loudly on thursday.

I hope the plan works =X

Today made me realise Qi Zhou is a very good person. He gives the proper respect to those who deserve it, he gives everything his all, and overall he's a very friendly guy, that's the sec 2 cadet on the right track. For the single ones, he's pretty shuai imo :O

Looking through the yearbook pictures(which is very sad because i didnt get a decent haircut in time, stupid commontest2). I felt that, comparing people's pictures with that of the ones in 2006, I felt everyone grow, not physically, but the look on each visage tells a different story that what i saw a year back.

Perhaps the slightly updated photos can help me pick out more chiobus haha. LET'S MAKE ANOTHER LIST SOON GUYS! =D

Had more conversations regarding current affairs and making beer with dad. Somehow I kind of enjoy the teach/learn exchange we have, but i get impatient with him sometimes :X Ah, what to do with the hot blood of a teenage boy, you just can't stop it.

Arthur Kok made us write a compo which forced us to write a very contrived exposition about school holidays. He also gave eddie detention >=( and the rest of the people who were 15 minutes late for class. Who is he and what does he want with the world? Hmmmm

If its interesting to note, I actually found myself in the sec 3 integrated camp mass photo. Which isn't that tough to accomplish. Near the lower right corner, which you can';t probably tell where. shows what kind of boliao person I am. Also, in the page with photos from the internation immersion programme, I'm right in front washing my hands in one temple in Kumamoto. That's me all right, with my team Argentina shirt.

I nearly drove myself to tears thinking about how all these memories will slowly fade away after I graduate. New people will come, old people will go, kind of wish everything could last so much longer.



Make my wishes come true, won't you?



Monday, January 07, 2008 9:39 pm





Just some of the shit that you don't see on youtube because no one has any comments. This was posted a year ago so, goodbye Bush, your reign of terror is over.

Gotta clarify, the previous post is applicable only IF we don't get our yearbooks.

Okay, I officially feel sorry for myself. So damn lazy to the point where I can't bring myself to do some Amath which will be tested in 2days. Whaddahell, I'm trying to prove I'm 16, yet i'm incapable of fulfilling responsibility?

Gone are the days where I used to read anecdotes of my friends' lives to make my day. Gone are the days where everybody can go out together without clashing schedules. So we spend this last year together studying? And that's it?

Its a bit painful this way. Really.



Sunday, January 06, 2008 10:53 am



Oh I just so had to do a post on this.

Since there is no yearbook for 2007, we've basically been screwed upsidedownsideways by paying nan hua $8.

Assume there are 40 people in each class. Factoring in classes that have slightly less people, and students in financial assistance. Let's assume the number of people paying is 35.

Now, in the year 2007. There were 11 classes in sec 1, 11 in sec 2, 12 in sec 3, and 12 in sec 4.

Multiply 35 by 8 to get 280 per class. Now multiply 280 by 46(the total number of classes), you get 12880. Thank you nan hua for siphoning a 5 digit value off your students, really appreciate it ;)

You suck.



10:23 am



I realise, if any song has a guitar solo in its bridge, it will totally sweep me off my feet.

So, Christmas ended yesterday. Was in school for CCA extravaganza.

Reminded me of my time 3 years ago. I talked to nicky a lot through the whole thing and that's where I first met Amber :o I remember my thoughts were "Don't be in BB, don't be in BB"

Whoooooo I love my luck, although right now I never regret not quitting.

The 11 SSGs were just basically flaunting their armor uniform. Cross belt + Haversack = X men. For the win, for the win. Keith dies because of his additional red sash.

Chatted on a whole lot of retarded stuff with Kailun and Eddie, talked to Benny about class stuff, hen watched the performances - which basically haven't really changed much since 2005. But, heck.

Had lunch with Kailun and Eddie, got scammed of our money lol. They went back to school for soccer while I took 184. Keith, Zixin, Weiming, and Yijun were going to Bukit Timah for pool. Too bad I was carrying a 3 kg uniform, if not I might've joined them.

Mom got me a PSP at night! That was after our dinner at Prima Revolving restaurant(which is right beside St. James Power Station). Its Deep red and is teh uber pwn. Called nicky to warn him not to buy from fareast.

Had more "intelligent" conversations with bro and dad, ranging from electricity and water tariffs rising to the stupid coin pushing machine at Queensway.



Attaining the rose means enduring the flurry of thorns and vines.



Friday, January 04, 2008 5:23 pm





Do you see the awesomeness I see? Puts our NDP to shame.



Thursday, January 03, 2008 5:58 pm



Still sitting in the middle of nowhere after changing seat for no reason. I have that subconscious urge to be in a position where I can observe everyone's movement, aka the back :( Teachers look so big and scary when you're up close. *cowers in fear*

I was really bored so I read through my blog archives. Its getting scary the way I've changed since I started blogging.

Entire day felt really long. Interesting stuff like 4/1 guys walking into our classroom cause they aren't used to their classroom position.

Amath and Emath lessons are now separated with a Mrs Lee taking us for Emath. She gave us this paper to ask us to describe our relationships with our family members. Realised no one knew how to think of good adjectives, neither could I.

Spent the day looking at photos taken by our Science teachers from their vacation to Europe. I learnt that one should definitely control their budget there, stupid EU. Would rather go Japan o_O

I am promoted from English rep to Chinese rep, like yay ._.

Contingent commander B for 10th, alongside John. Wowo, fun. Shout the pledge. Took 184 back with Samuel.




Kendric told me something today that really made sense. "Why are you having depression now? Come 2 months onwards from now you'll have no time to be depressed, can only mug."



Wednesday, January 02, 2008 3:44 pm



Today I decided to be a dick and laugh at secondary one's names such as G-Zong, Jesezxa, Rymond, and Jaye Charles Lee Davies Kai XI.

Lineup has changed, we now have Arthur Kok, Aurelius Yeo and Desmond Chee entering the building. And I feel bad that I'm being condoscending by using their first names. Weiqing and Weichong are class chair and vice respectively, and uhhh, Yvonne Lim co-form LOL

I am, now sitting nowhere, with 4 guys in my polar directions. Jack is still quite near me ._. dammit lol

There were people I wanted to see, people I didn't want to see, and people that I just don't get sick of seeing.

The boring day that it was, I figured this is going to be a long, draggy, bumpy ride.

Mom says she's raising my allowance, cool. Right when I felt I needed it.


Boys must be clean shaven, CHAO GO CLEAN UP YOUR LEGS LOL



Tuesday, January 01, 2008 9:50 pm



Family was bored so we went to eat at Miyabi Japanese Restaurant at RTC with Vivien.

Fetched Mom and met Bro and vivien at RTC before we went in. I had this salmon set, which was 8 course meal of salmon-based dishes. I swear I will not touch sashimi for at least 6 months. Totally sick of it now.

Talked about a lot of stuff, complaining here and there, shared funny stories. After dinner Mom and Dad went to the poolside and enjoyed coffee while I had waffles and icecream. Guess I'm still the little boy of the house even now.

Dad dropped vivien off at lakeside towers and the car ride back was discussing about bro's future. Mom says she's going to support me until im 25 and then i'll be on my own. Okay, but I still wanna live in Cashew Heights :(


NANHUARIANS! SPARTANS!
TOMORROW TONIGHT
WE GO DINE
TO IN HELL!



12:30 am



The new year kicks in, and I practically started it with a little adventure.

As the 10 seconds that everyone anticipated kicked in, I was running up the stairs of the 16th floor with mom and burst into the rooftop.

Dad and his ah pek friends were all on top of the electric riser which was one storey up. I slowly climbed the ladder up with mom behind me and would behold a spectacular view. The entire of Bukit Panjang estate was nothing biggger than a quarter of my sight.

Amazingly, I could see the fireworks from the Esplanade. About 4 buildings in the horizon stood out with their lights and i could see the circles of coloured flame dance in joy of the new coming. At my 2 o clock, were the fainter, more rapid bursts from vivo city. From behind, were the roars and crashes of the fireworks in Johor Bahru. Suddenly, my instincts told me to look up.

For once, in nearly 8 years, I saw stars in Singapore Sky. Despite the merciless midnight gusts, the stars brought warmth into me, as I marvelled at the sights with Mom and Dad - and all the other ah peks.


BEAT THAT, COUNTDOWNERS! >:D