pull on my heart's trigger; oh yeah



Friday, May 30, 2008 8:21 pm



Wah, I think world record liao

I haven't posted in a week! Sooo, here goes;

ORD-ed like last sunday at FCBC, at expo. The feeling of being at home was like totally gone, I don't know why D: but, still, I kinda had a satisfying dismissal. At last, Warrant Officer Klinsen Soh is relieved of his duties.


The vesper of the oldest uniformed group in the world


Great God who know us all our needs
Bless thou our watch and guard our sleep
Forgive our sins of thoughts and deeds
And in thy peace thy servants keep

We thank thee for the day that's done
We trust thee for the days to be
Thy love we learnt in Christ thy son
Oh, may we all his glories see

Amen


Class chalet! I really regret staying for the second night, for many various reasons.


Happy Birthday to Jieqiang, Jieming, and Nicky! In that order!

Still, I learnt a few guitar chords. Relearnt C, G, Am, F, E, Em.

Whoooooooooooooo, Arthur Kok has a very unique dress sense. He wore white skinnies LOL. I was totally stunned when I saw it yesterday.

Then he wore some uber tight shirt today, totally indescribable.

I am boredo and the first week of holidays are goneeeee~~~~~



Friday, May 23, 2008 6:37 pm



402 guys are generally sick now due to a viral infection that spread, everyone's down with fever, the same 39.9 degree one I was having yesterday.

Today I realised vonz had a 100.0% accuracy rate for her free throws in her entire career.

There was some talking about a certain _____ with vonz and a few others, then she seemed to think that _____ was also doing things in a weird way. Then we realise that _____ is like just some evil shit person who is in the way D: noooooooooooo

cb fku eric tan!!!!

Dad says that if I spent 3 hours less on the computer each day, I would still have 5 hours! which is not true D: everyone says he looks scary, but no one commented on how much I looked like him. The hell? D:

184 ride today was like super agonizingly long and I had no idea why.

I was reading all the bleach names in chinese to myself, and I realised they sounded super weird and stuff. like duh, but I was still somehow surprised.

Chalet means I can go downtown east mcdonalds at least once and have Mcgriddles!



Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:40 pm



Lasto day ovu school!!!!!11111oneoneoneone


I are the 22nd in class, moving neither up nor down in class ranking after 1.5 years. This is bullcrap ahhhhhhh

Today's lessons with benny and vonz were really kinda heartwarming as we went through the slides/videos/photos. Feels like the class is slowly opening itself up to me.

402 winz teh interclass basketball, we are literally imba. o_O on both extremes.

Tomorrow is PTC, hope I don't die :)

I wanna go watch accuracy of death too.

Holidays are coming and its chock full of remedials, as well as potential outings.

Ohmygosh I can't supersize this post because I'm like freaaaaaaaaaking worn out. I don't know how, ahhh. I just crave american sized portions at carls' jr again >(










Nagai, nagai, ore-tachi no monogatari



Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:12 pm



Today was BB's final parade >: Wanted to take sec 2s for drill but, oh well, our time came.

I took the badge rank of the Warrant Officer with much pride :DDDDDD I ARE TEH NARCICISST CAUSE IM SUPER PROUD OF BEING ABLE TO GET THIS RANK. CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THE WARRANT OFFICERS

AND ALL THE FOUNDER'S AWARD RECIPIENTS. Founder's award recipients probably endured more shiz for FA than we did to get our WO ranks. Sunday is ORD day so, YEAH :D

That Wei Song guy who joined by soccer recommendation nearly got hexadruple promotion LOL

:D 402 vs 406 for inter class bball finals tomorrow, :D I feel like just walking out and not watching, having faith in my class >D I r basturddddddddd

Posts are getting shorter omg! I shall try and extendpo them like, someday, haha.


Edit :



黙っていた それはYES か NOだけで
決められないことだってすぐにわかったから

目をそらしたら
たぶん 話し出すのね?
あなたは...

怖いものなんてないの
失うものなんてないの

今日も歌を作りました
許してゆこうと歌いました それなのに...

電話が鳴る 一時中断しただけで
笑ったりよくできるなど 見ていた

機嫌が悪いだけだと
きっと思ってるんでしょう?
あなたは...

守るものはたったひとつ
心に嘘はつけないの

今日も歌を作りました
続けてゆこうと歌いました それなのに...

わかりあえないね あなたとは

困らせたりしたくないよ
でも譲るわけにいかないよ

明日も歌を作るから
偽りなく生きていたいよ それなのに...

それだけなのに 
Am I wrong?



Tuesday, May 20, 2008 8:51 pm



402 wins over 407! lol. Match was pretty exciting.

And I just watched finished the super long Proposal Daisakusen special. It revolves around the events 1 year later where Eri and teh Tsuru try to get married, but she runs away from the wedding.

And Ken encounters the fairy even at hawaii, so he gets one last hallelujah chance to save Tsuru from a miserable fate.

It highlighted the importance of friends even in a serious relationship lol, in their case.

Ken also does not stop running throughout the 1 hour 45 minutes.



Sunday, May 18, 2008 9:24 pm



Today I lived the life of a sec 2, and man did I enjoy it.

Spent the entire morning and early afternoon playing Cabal LOL :D And then went out with Jack Chao and Yijo to the southern ridges. Crossed bridges and saw some sights, although didnt go at night.

We cleared the whole distance measured from like buona vista to harbourfront within 2 hours. And man was it crowded, like flooded with kids and ah peks thinking they're getting good exercise.

And then we arrived at White Castle Carls' Jr. at Vivo. AND WE WERE TOTALLY STARVED.

No one has any idea how we could really empathise with Harold and Kumar then, chomping into the burger felt soooooooooooooo good and I was lovin it lol, more than Mickey Dees, you losers! >D

Spammed salsa + pickes on my western bacon cheeseburger, wooooow WOW man. Can't describe it, it was the most enjoyable dinner this year so far.

We were complaining about how much our stomachs hurt after that.

61 and then 75 home :D



Saturday, May 17, 2008 1:41 pm



Because I'm such a whore I'm going to post my exam results here in ascending order in 3 significant figures.

HCL : 50.3% - C6
A math : 53.4% - C6
Combined Hum : 57.0% - C5
Chemistry : 65.0% - B3
English : 65.5% - B3
Biology : 65.8% - B3
E math : 73.1% - A2
Physics : 73.3% - A2

Total Average (including intermediate working and carrying over significant figures) :

63.6%


.__________________.


Class chalet was fun because I learnt how to play mahjong and shiz. As expected of most bbqs by teenagers, it failed and I ended up eating next to nothing.

I spent most of my money on food and renting bicycles.

The super short night cycling was basically just ghost stories while cycling and admiring jieqiang's 5-step terminal velocity.

Went back and chionged mahjong until the 3am limit and got really high and excited. Couldn't really describe why.

AND XIAHAO HOGGED THE BED WITH HIS SOCKS ON, SLEEPING 7 HOURS AND THEN STILL SLEEPING AFTER THAT, EFF D=

The living room was like invaded with insects and I was like half awake here and there. And there was this kinda xiasuay moment where I had dozed off, and I heard someone say "eh channel 5 now got just for laughs!"


I sat up and shouted "oh my God!" like half a second later in response and laughter ensued.

Was basically half dead until I reached home and tried to force out a post, which I did, yay me :D


No way - Yui 1:11

もうイヤんなっちゃうよ!
さっきからうわの空で
ケータイを
ずっと気にしてるけど
誰とメールしてるの?
顔上げてよ
紅茶も冷めちゃったし
キモチだって冷めちゃうよ
返事を気にすることはあるよ
だけど それは いつだって
あなたにだけよ

やっと会えたこと
喜んでたのに
つまんないじゃない
最悪なんだから
もう なんだったら
嘘泣きでもしようかな?
やっぱやめとくよ
ああ~疲れるもん
すねてみるけど

やってられないよ
No way



Thursday, May 15, 2008 8:49 pm



PSMAOISNFIOQNOTHQNIEOPJWDFIOJWIOEJFOIOIJGQIO0U10398409810280JM924UR0[EQGC[RU9QEWG[YEYHG


I'm sorry I just had to do that lol.

A2s : Physics, Emath
B3s : Bio, English


Ahhhhhhhhhhh, but was honestly very pleasantly surprise for physics cause I expected to phail phail phail.

Been playing dota for the past few days. Jack has been high on Ogre Magi's multicast.

And tomorrow is class chalet so I don't know what time i'll be home.

Mom just came back from some imba shopping spree and she's heading to vietnam for holiday with dad tomorrow, yay slackpo :D FREE WILLY WEEKEND >:



Pas de Cheval - Panic at the Disco
(Pas de Cheval means no horse)


Oh, little did she know
Couldn't let me go
Already a part of her

So, often do I need
People in between
That just can't get a hold of it

So we'll just sing it for them
Yeah, we'll just sing it for them (Just can't get a hold of it)
So we'll just sing it for them
Yeah, we'll just sing it

It's the greatest thing that's yet to have happened
Imagine knowing me
It's the greatest thing you'd ever imagine
But you'll never know until you're there
No, you'll never know until you're there

Slow, leave walking to the world
Give your feet a chance
They'll do all the thinking
Toast, high until they find
Less pathetic wine
Until they get a better blend

And we'll just drink it for them
Yeah we'll just drink it for them (Until they get a better plan)
So we'll just drink it for them
Yeah we'll just drink it

It's the greatest thing that's yet to have happened
Imagine knowing me
It's the greatest thing you'd ever imagine
But you'll never know until you're there
No, you'll never know until you're there

*insert kick ass bridge here*

It's the greatest thing that's yet to have happened
Imagine knowing me
It's the greatest thing you'd ever imagine
But you'll never know until you're there
No, you'll never know until you're there
No, you'll never know until you're there




Let it be - The Beatles


When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Yeah there will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on till tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
A there will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
A there will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be,
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.



Two songs that totally just flood my mind right about now.

For all I'm worth, I'm not immaculate, read my mid year compo script. Or maybe i'll post it up here soon.



'hello blog, its been more than 2 years since i made you. Hasn't time flown by, haha. Things have changed. Everyone is no longer the themselves of 2 years past, I've known new friends, and yet somehow I feel that I've never known some. Although I've grown here and there, I still always feel the same way; myself, and only myself. How one should treasure themselves, because its what no one can ever take away.


Find hope not in tomorrow, for tomorrow never comes.

I found the most important thing in life to be faith; To believe that you'll be alive and well in the morrow; believe that life will go on and eventually pick up speed as we go along.

Naive as it sounds, it makes life much easier to live. Why bother yourself with all the shit that money has caused, just do your best every day and you'll live with hardly any regret.

I can fail my exams, I can fail my O levels, I can drop out, but I won't die because of it. If you believe that things can only get worse, high tail it to the afterlife because you've lost purpose and reason in your existence, so you wont need to be here.
'



Don't know what's with all this I'm spamming now, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Took an hour to type out everything in this post



Wednesday, May 14, 2008 7:29 pm



600th post and it feels as epic as 2 300s! I'm crappy :D

MIDYEARS ARE OVER! CELEBRATE!

1 second later, you find out that Eddie and Bryan both failed to get A1s for bio D:

*insert F word here*, multiply by the maximum moment of a singapore flyer capsule at position C


Wheee, so I hope I can get to that imba bridge thingy and just slack there lolol. Get super high just thinking about it.

And then I can finally think about getting a chrome bag and all the weird shiz which I might need to spend a bomb on.

:D

Cheerful! Its what one should be for the entirety of today.

And so I started playing Cabal, which has a community of mapleSEA, which is uber shit because its all Singaporeans who will stop at nothing to be assholes.

There's school tomorrow, D: like whaddahell give us and yourselves some off time can, at least like call it marking day. And you owe us a holiday from our seniors' "great" o level performance, well, maybe this time it was too great.

Of course I would love to see the opposite hold true for next year la.

Class chalet is on friday. Hope I'll enjoy it there, key word is 'hope'. As long as it went as well as the dinner on sports day it'll be fine.