pull on my heart's trigger; oh yeah



Friday, March 28, 2008 9:31 pm



Update that doesn't deserve a single post on its own


Captains of 100 years past
1st Yamamoto Genryuusai Shigekuni - Current
2nd Shihouin Yoruichi(presumed) - Directly succeeded by : Soi Fon
3rd Rose - Succeeded by Ichimaru Gin : Currently Empty
4th Unohana Retsu - Current
5th Hirako Shinji - Directly succeeded by Sosuke Aizen : Currently empty
6th ???? - Succeeded by Kuchiki Byakuya
7th Aidawa Love - Succeeded by Komamura Sajin
8th Kyouraku Shunsui - Current
9th ???? - Succeeded by Tosen Kaname : Currently empty
10th ????(deceased) - Succeeded by Hitsugaya Toshirou
11th A Kenpachi - Succeeded by : Kenpachi(lmao)
12th Urahara Kisuke(newly appointed) - Directly succeeded by : Kurosutchi Mayuri
13th Ukitake Juushiro - Current

Unspecific division captains at that point : Muguruma Kensei, (possibly) Kurosaki Isshin[how old can he be?]


Be kind, Rewind your VHS tapes :D

Great movie, especially the bullet to the head pizza lol.

Yalam test! Forget it, I'll settle with anything above B3.



Allow me to exxagerate a memory or two
Where summers lasted longer than we do
Where nothing really matterered except for me to be with you.
But in time we forgot and we all grew.

Your melody sounds as sweet as the first time it was sung
with a little bit more character for show
And by the time your father's heard of all the wrong you're done
I'm putting out the lantern find your own way back home.

If I've forgotten how to sing before I've sung this song,
I'll write it all across the wall before my job is done.
And I'll even have the courtesy of admitting I was wrong
As the final words before I'm dead and gone.

You've never been so divine in accepting your defeat,
and I've never been more scared to be alone.
If love is not enough to put my enemies to sleep,
then I'm putting out the lantern, find your own way back home



Thursday, March 27, 2008 6:50 pm



Whoever marked my compo gave me 18, and 3 marks for coherence(when I had advocated myself to having a clean script)

lol 402 winxorz basketballxorz. And Jieqiang didn't get to play his God of War.

Last 5 minutes they subbed the whole team out just for fun, and laughter ensued.




I think I'm an asshole.

Frankly speaking, no matter how I look at it, Kendric is a liability and hindrance to whoever who wants to help him. There have been at LEAST 60 ~ 70 instances, whereby he asks me simple things that the teacher has yet explained, I spend 2 minutes explaining it to him and he STILL doesn't get it. After that I carry on with a few steps slightly behind class looking like a total dick, and he asks me another question either another already-explained old one or a totally new one- which I definitely wouldn't know the answer.

I'm totally sick of taking the brunt of his slow processing rate. Humans have brain capacity of at least a few thousand quad-core processors, yet I think he only matches up to one. Why, I really don't know.

I'm not going to blame Kendric for any dismal results that I might produce, but then if there's any reason why I cannot answer anything in class, point the finger at him.

Perhaps I'll regret typing all this out, but for now, it certainly hurts me less than him if he were to read this right now.



Tuesday, March 25, 2008 5:22 pm



Disclaimer : As the owner of this blog I do not condone Antisemitism through this video. It is purely for comedy sake. Sacha Baron Cohen, the actor singing, is of Jewish descent and recognises his lineage. The mockumentary he was filming at the time was not intended to promote Antisemitism.






In my country there is problem
And that problem is transport
It take very very long
Because Kazakhstan is big

Throw transport down the well
So my country can be free *so my country can be free*
We must make travel easy
Then we have a big party

In my country there is problem
And that problem is Jew
They take everybody money
And they never give it back

Throw the Jew down the well
So my country can be free *so my country can be free*
You must grab him by his horns
Then we have a big party

If you see the Jew coming
You must be careful of his teeth
You must grab him by his money
And I tell you what to do

Throw the Jew down the well *throw the Jew down the well*
So my country can be free *so my country can be free*
You must grab him by his horns *you must grab him by his horns*
Then we'll have a big party *then we'll have a big party*

Throw the Jew down the well
So my country can be free
You must grab him by his horns
Then we'll have a big party!


Sidenote : Jesus was a Jew too :D



Monday, March 24, 2008 9:41 pm



Like 402 get the 4th place lol.

Inter class games was just crap, we screwed up all our games with penalties and then got 4th. I'm guessing everyone would remember boonbin taking the last shot - and laugh about it.

of course 406 won la, considering 407 lost to 409 which was a real shocker.

I was pointing out about how Daniel Zheng had moobs, then the guys laughed. Then he was staring at me, and I felt super xiasuay :/ and bad about it

Eh, if any of you read the latest chapter of bleach, you would realise that as possible lineup =

Aizen - Yamamoto (Big Gun vs Big Gun)
Ichimaru - Hitsugaya (Hitsugaya's grudge)
Tosen - Komamura (Foxy be angray!)
Stark - Kyouraku (so similar in personality lol)
Barragan - Ukitake (Duno, just the only pair left lol)
Halibel - Soi Fon (lol, total opposites. Halibel has boobs, and is a black blonde. Note that both carry their swords on their backs)

I'll leave all the fraccion to be raped by the lieutenants.

Wow at Zijing, grats, the phrase 'World of Warbluff' first appeared in a post in november 2006. Glad you found my blog though

Today's essay I threw together some shit about how living is faith in itself. And, I realise I don't have patience in teaching. I'm totally terrible at helping Kendric lol. All I care about in school is just my own school work - and being able to reference others'.

Jialat, I'm that unfeeling and lacking in emphathy.

By the way, Zombie Jesus day = Easter, because it was the day he had risen from the dead. Its a matter of how you want to define 'risen from the dead' :D Hope he has a sense of humour too



Thursday, March 20, 2008 5:45 pm






Will be back :D

Happy Good friday and Zombie Jesus day!

because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."
-Hebrews 13:5



Wednesday, March 19, 2008 8:18 pm



WOW TODAY WAS LIKE THE FIRST TIME I LAUGHED SO HARD IN WEEKS.

Me and 205 kia were dropping our bags off at the 2nd floor lift lobby while waiting for chian. Then Edmund Ng was beside us teaching his students.

The lift door opened to reveal various guys. Boonbin suddenly rushed out with his standard exxagerated arm movements and made a break for the right. Jungui followed soon after. Edmund however, had bent down to look at a textbook, and apparently didnt see them. The result was the lift door closing and everyone getting away. While Boonbin was still running and doing his hoppity hop thing. Close shave whoooo


Chao helped me get God of war YAY. But I forgot to take deepred from him, ah :/

人常比较渴望拥有一些自己没有的;无论什么东西,感情,环境,天气,
我日日盼望自己的人格快点成熟,让我能好好的与朋友‘分享’。 我们的世界多么广大,而我们只是组织世界的粒子:如果*我*的肉身被消灭,那就没什么大事。但是,如果周围的人不存在,我的灵魂甚至也不存在这个宇宙。“我”就不是“我”, 而是另外一个身份。

也许我现在那么珍惜周围的朋友, 是一种幼稚性。但是,青春是一个让我们犯最多错误的时候。那么,多让我享受它吧。



Hmm, 如果用了古文来缩短上面的几句话,也许只有15个字左右吧。 哈哈。



Tuesday, March 18, 2008 8:14 pm






Okay like few days of not teh blogginz and my mind is fried.

School's been all right, besides the painful realisation that O levels are about to start in approximately 33 weeks time.

Mr Kok has been teh uber leet with his insanely witty commentary during his own lesson. How he knew about Hoongjia's display pic is still a mystery. A mystery as dark and BLACK as THUNDER.

Confession : Oh my goodness I was like super happy when sharon marked me a 22 for my ultimate-unexpected-event essay. Ego boost can. On the other hand, I felt bad for marking Jewel down lol. Like just passed her, although admittedly by herself it was incomplete and 'crap', what to do :/

Mid-years in term 2, EOY in term 3, Prelimnaries in term 4, O levels during holidays.

Genting lolol, the standard typical getaway for Singaporeans, and I'm only going there for the first time on thursday. Pathetic right :D Anyway, I'm going to take a train and freaking sleep in it, so opportunos to me. How many of you have actually taken a non-subway train with tracks on actual ground level? Who do I have to thank?

Anyway, will be amusing to pass my house via the train tracks-that-Singaporeans-are-actually-prohibited-from-entering-without-permit-as-it-is-malaysian-territory, how ridiculous.

402 is going against 406, and not 409, the hell. Nooooo, we're titans against titans, total waste of effort. GOGO SOCCERFAGZ THAT KNOW HOW TO PLAY SOMETHING I CANT. WIN MAN, WIN!

Chian was like being funny again, much to her own chagrin. Today's haul includes a 'silent minute' and questions that are 'understanding' . She's such a nice and hardworking teacher la, pity I can't bring myself to like her. But seriously speaking, she is a pretty nice teacher to have around, even though no one likes the way she teaches. Think its better than her polar inverse, the-know-how-to-teach-teacher with a screwed up attitude.


*I'm scared Yannick will turn out to be her polar inverse lol*


Okay, the newest things on my material wishlist are :

Devil May Cry 4
Pretty. Odd
I loved Yesterday

May I grant myself the ability to save enough for them



Saturday, March 15, 2008 2:02 pm



There is no meaning in our world
neither is there any meaning in us, the ones who live in it.
It is then meaningless
for us, who are equally meaningless, to conceive the world in our thoughts
despite knowing there is no meaning to be found.



Thursday, March 13, 2008 9:59 pm



Aww, I wanna give up on amaths soon. That's after flipping to the last chapters of my textbook curiously. And, shit.

Yesterday was a half-assed homework/study session with Jack and Chao, suaned Juggernaut and Solo mid-DK :D Tidehunter :D :D :D

Its been like raining and in the past 3 days I've gone in the rain at least 9 times. Because I misplaced my umbrella-ella-ella-eeh-eeh-eeh and I have no idea where it is. Although the mudkip one does work nicely.

Holidays, mostly gone, meh, it never began, never will. Haven't watched a movie since Jumper.

Reminds me how often I've gone to jec this year, eaten there at least 10-20 times already.

I've had dreams of events that would occur the next day of the dream. And somehow, although they feel perfectly normal and stand good chances of happening, real life never turns out the way I'd imagine.


Was reading an article about homophobia on the internet, specifically, gay bashers.

I admit to being one myself, although not as extreme as 'id put a bullet thru ur aidz filled he-pussy bitch".

For myself, I'd prefer to look at them as things that defy nature. Call me narrow-minded, but that's The Way I Are and the way I think. A prime example of nature defiance is chris crocker on youtube, yeah, the guy whose 'Leave Britney Alone' video made it to Meet the Spartans. 17 million views and counting.

That's almost close to "Girlfriend" and "Famous last words". Sheesh, what are people watching on the internet nowadays >_>



Tuesday, March 11, 2008 11:42 pm



YAY CLEARED CHEM AND BIO LIKE WHEEEEE


感謝


Everybody wanna be a nigga, but don't nobody wanna be black? >:



Monday, March 10, 2008 11:46 pm



Drink it down



PS3 nerd fanboys bow down! At the theme song of Devil May Cry 4. Kindly ignore the 'english' lyrics. If you can even read.

EH ITS NOT EMO, YOU'LL NEVER CATCH ME LISTENING TO EMO MUSIC LIKE OKAY.

Homeworkhomeworkhomework dammit. Only done winners and losers, and then still got stuff like chem O level paper superoxide.

And fed 1-14 in a pub game using KotL, i think it totally doesnt suit my playing style. Can't be on offensive or defensive, must just be the catalyst for pwnage. Remember, catalysts are not directly involved in the reaction! Nor are they changed at the end of the reaction.

Die you Mas Selamat Kastari you forcing all the Seletar camp peeps to perma patrol the coast. Now I can't get my Jalan Kayu tauhuay.

Through a dazzling spark of brilliance, Klinsen has lost his Amath textbook. Fortunately for Klinsen, Daniel Tan Zhi En has bequeathed whatever remaining powers of his tome of additional mathematics onto Klinsen. Unfortunately, this has resulted in a reduction of his current morale(and an oxidation of his potential? Joke-that-90%-of-the-general-public-wont-get-ftw)


*Let's burn a hole, so we can climb out.
Of these paper walls, and this empty house.
Don't listen too close, their words are like guns.
With bullets that fly and kill what you've won.*



6:38 pm



I remember Cherhan's comment, how people always jeer at others who are different, and end up doing the same thing.

Need an example? White Skinnies.


Although, I still think they are freaking ugly and make you look short. White is bad enough, dont even talk about any milky shade of pink that I might have seen lately.

Today was my first encounter with a Superoxide. Like, wow, oxide, PERoxide, SuPERoxide. Is that an upgrade? For teh chem nerd, the oxidation states of oxygen are usually -2 in oxides, -1 in peroxides, guess what's the state for superoxides? -0.5? lol. You're actually right if you did.

Patapon craze la, I've found at least 9 other people who play patapon, like patapatapatapon, or chakachakapatapon. So cutez. Especially the rain of arrows and spears by my yumipon and yaripons. The game is Japanese in nature laaaa, and no one realises.

Because of one crazy man, 2 of the trinity siblings are dead, awww. Still, 22 was one of the best episodes ever to watch. And Law of anime xx - All humans, regardless of culture or race, will speak Japanese, lol.

In order to go on, I'm going to need a BON BOBON BOBON.



Saturday, March 08, 2008 9:43 pm



PATA PATA PATA PON!




Had a 3 hour plus plus long chat with Amber, who gave me my pay today. Sat at a LJ place and talked about random stuff like dota, teenage sex patterns, and money.

I didn't see her in nearly 2 months lol. Then apparently she got posted to TP, yeah, the place with crap ads. A living example of a consequence of not studying hard :/

I disguised my narrative of Winners and Losers. Its actually my thoughts of the topic going through the mind of my protagonist.

Naruto 392 : Orochimaru makes another cameo as supposedly hidden deep within Sasuke's chakra pool and is released when Sasuke tries to draw chakra without any left. He is then promptly sealed in an illusional dimension for life 2 pages after he reappears. Sasuke does not appear to be able to continue against Susano'o.

I remember there was this earlier anime I watched on AXN many years ago, it was a mecha show. And the main character's robot was also called Susano'o. Digimon frontier's combination of all 10 beast/humanoid spirits was named Susano'omon.

For the manga-nerd, Aizen, Susano'o, and Amaterasu are all Japanese gods of Lust, Storms, and Sun respectively. Where else would they draw reference from?

Then Bleach takes on a whole new twist as Stark kidnaps Orihime within 1 second and then Aizen reveals his plans to "Lay waste" to Karakura town, how sad.

Holidays are here, that's what they tell us. Let us embrace the school-days which are disguised as not, where we are dismissed merely 45 minutes earlier, have no recess/lunch break, and have homework increased by a factor of x. What's x? That's up to your imagination.



Wednesday, March 05, 2008 7:11 pm





Shoop da whoop. CCA was pointlessly fun. And boring, BB week is here again whoooo. Got Benny to sign as a referee, one more left.

Benny shot me into depression by revealing everyone's score. Jeremiah's vast improvement teaches us 2 lessons.

1. If you really put your heart into it, there's nothing you can't achieve.
2. Amaths takes up a shit load of time.

28th, 28th? The hell? with an average of 59.7? who are you kidding man. I was like, thinking A1s for Chem, Geog and English, the same 3 subjects which I had screwed every way sideways.

Expletives can be used only if it amounts to a certain effect. With that, I'm shit sure going to do well for midyears, just you watch. Excuse me, we've just cleared the beginning of beginnings.


The past is, either really beautiful, or one hell of an eyesore. People walk in and out of your life, and sometimes they come back to pick something up, or to leave you something.

But sometimes, they come back just because they want to.



Tuesday, March 04, 2008 9:50 pm



It isn't worth living in doubt and jumped conclusions


Pokemon spam for emath, memories of the past flooded by through visions of crude pen drawings alongside mathematic workings.

Let's review some of the stuff that I've dreamt/thought about.


Me and John going with Mrs Lee to malaysia in order to hunt terrorists.

Aliens + Terrorists vs Nan Hua UG peeps.

Running from werewolves.

Learning "The art of how to kill and then not use it".

Flameless Iori :(


The following are wrestling moves that we've seen in WWE that might have fatal results if done for real.

  • 3D on a table.
  • A Super-plex
  • Leapfrog stungun.
  • Tombstone piledriver
  • Five star frog splash if attacker > victim in weight. Fatal for the attacker if he misses.
  • Mandible claw(ouch)
  • The People's elbow(it looks pretty much harmless, but imagine driving your elbow augmented by the power of gravity through someone else's solarplexus, that's brutal)
  • Bulldog(okay, not really fatal, but will still leave a mark)
  • The last ride
  • Falling off the Hell in a Cell
  • Rikishi's Ass Drop
  • Stinkface(you will want to kill yourself after that)
  • Back body drops of more than 2 metres.
  • Sledgehammer to the face



Saturday, March 01, 2008 8:27 pm



If I were to describe 402's strength. It'd be something I'd describe as "capability density". Large amounts of raw intelligence and physique compressed and distributed in an unequal fashion amongst 41. We lack emphathy though.

Rather lame. But who cares.

Mas Selamat must be real happy now. His face is plastered all over every concrete surface in Singapore. Even fire extinguishers are not spared. So remember, if you see a 1.58 metre malay man limping, throw whatever's on hand at his head, apologise later.

Going to inquire about classes at Boon lay if they exist. Then will probably clear the course by september, which means unexcusable time for revision.