Happy birthday Yishuo you biatch leviathan =) hope NC didn't ruin your day or anything

A lot of people ask me if I miss 2/5.

In truth, I don't.

You people were just people whom I was placed to study in the same room for 16 months. Whether I treat you as my friends or not, that's another story.

If any of you does or says something funny, I'll make sure you don't have a chance to fuck off and die.

And yes, I've been very stressed nowadays, so much its doing no good for my body.

I need some money management also.

Material guy? I don't know. Money isn't the most important to me, but it is substantial.

I just want to be able to kick back and avoid all these tests coming, the gorge that seperates sec 2 and 3 was already hard enough to cross, and the bumpy ride isn't letting up.

If music were a language, this would be the most encouraging and inspirational poem ever, despite the difference.


98/100 on my scales.

If any of you appreciate it at all.

This diary of mine, I've felt like saying so much things in it. But some things are personal. I've been quite a coward for a while, but I can't change it.

I don't even know who's controlling what part of my personality, for goodness sake, i'm freaking bipolar.

That means im on the same par as miss pmsangela chian

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Did some admin stuff on my blog, relinked, changed music. Gaga

Yay stress, no wonder acne's acting up again.

Someday, 2 or 3 years down the road, I hope to be able to look at this and laugh. I HOPE.






Even if im down, its no reason to cry.

With over 130000 favourites, how can you not love this man?


Ya, I stopped updating for like, 5 days, big deal omfg.

3/2 girls are rather unpredictable i would say, the guys are freaking fun though. Lol. Our experiences are going to bring us all quite close, I hope.

For one, the homework overload is forcing us to bond, I don't know whether its a good thing or not.

I wonder how many of you guys found my blog already.

And A maths is so roxxor, beats E maths by a mile.

Why the hell did blizzard have to patch the frozen throne, arrrgh, fuck it.

And yes, I want to know how Ulquorria sounds like, something gives me a feeling its going to be a very cold sian diao voice, but why am I not surprised?

I want time, free time, time to slack, not just filler time before another school day starts, in other words, I WANT THE HOLIDAYS BACK.

Chemistry + maths test are teh pwn.

Miss Chian continued to pms today. But I saw some teacher with a sign on her desk saying "PMS, enter at your own risk"

Funny SIA, FEI1 JI1! bam!

Today had parade, parade. Ya, so fun, because we pumped little, and i felt empowered. Lol, 9 of us doing drill. One box of 3x3, rofl. Imagine, drill during singspiration. Kewl.

And I felt a new level of respect for Officer Aizen Chua Sheng Wen.

Hello sec 1s, in a week time.

And then, next week's parade, NO FULL U, YEEEAAAAAAAAAARGH! Wheeeeeeeeeeeee, okaaaaay. Squad 2 show up pls.

Prank called and gave kailun 67 missed calls, coolio.

Happy birthday dear brother, you deserve this one for your own.

Haven't updated because my life has been shared constantly with others these few days, you get what I mean. Join the KFC yea.

And CIP is sooooo fun. Yay, ice cream and ice kachang FTW.

Of course, the only life that no one else shares is my drum lesson from my perspective, and of course, mobile suit gundam : spirits of zeon. Cracker grenade FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~

I still hate maths, of course.

Posts are seriously running outta content.

Okay, I survived amadeus hard, even though I've survived love drive and milk chocolate hard. and they're like 2 levels higher.

nuuuuuuuuu

Okay, tomorrow shall be the day Ng Boon BOH officially enters 3/2 as himself. The empty space in our class has been filled(after shuffling people and moving them in and out). FINALLY.

If only life were as simple as "Just hold down the trigger and keep firing!".


God, I've been lamed... ugh! *limps*

功课
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I hate homework, and E maths. I love A maths, and bio.

Mebbe.

Time passes so fast yet so slowly. I'm already 15, and I still have a good 20 more months before O levels.

Goddamit.

How do blog posts maintain their content anywho? Or who even reads blogs? I just post, I hardly read about other people's lives. Then I just see my tags, which are usually due to things i do in real life rather than what I saw my real life as.

No matter, I just had dota. Noooooooooooo, I fed, AGAIN.

GlHf for the chem test tomorrow, gah.

I'm working hard now, I guess. I'm staying back to do homework everyday. And I hardly have time to like, enjoy myself, except at night, just msn, mrbrown and STONE.

我好讨厌南华中学

这几天真是闷死我了。

每当我踏进自己的家门口，立刻想起做学生最大的短处，那就是功课。

不懂为什么，花了半个小时写完笔记，仿佛有在六分钟以下跑完 2.4 的劳累。要做几份可说是比较容易的数学作业竟然会让我浪费了3个宝贵的小时。妈的 =/

现在只是第一学期的第三个星期。但我已在承受全世界的压力，好辛苦哦。

袁媛，谢谢你给我那一份礼物，真感谢你，真感激你这份心意。 =）

当然，我也不是忘了 Jack, Audrey, Ferny, 还有 Roanna.


明天还是有 BB. 嗨。。。

到底要怎样才能坚持到底？耶稣，帮帮一下吗！

Today i officially acknowledge Bio to be my new favourite subject.

I was furiously taking down notes for chem, jaja. Thank God there's no Maths today.

Me jasline jiayu zishuo serene nicky yishuo went to mcdonalds to pia homework. Ahh screw indices arrrrrrrrgh. Zzzz

I realise my blog posts are seriously lacking in content nowadays, just no time to blog, or nothing to talk about, its just school.

Oh, there was this sibei mutha fking cramped 184 at clementi, I decided not to squeeze on, and my patience was rewarded with another empty 184 behind. Wheeee. Fun fun fun, pwnage! : D

Mushroom Tonkotsu Ramen, fried softshell crab, unagi tempura, and a shit load of sushi.

Thanks for the presents guys =)

Yisen, I read your letter to JT, you were the star of today in my opinion, not me. Touching, very touching.

Just came back from Library, the NLB's present to me is BASIC JAPANESE GRAMMAR, for 2 weeks, awww ;) so touching.

*switches to black soul singer voice*

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaappy biiiiiirthdaaaay....







tooooo....












Me

*gets back normal angsty crazy voice*

Oh wow, how many more hours before the next half decade unfolds in my story =)

Yesterday's cca extravaganza.

I chionged to school in the morning to polish my stuff, then I put on full U, and fell in.

Of course I noticed the NP NCO's awfully good timing for pumping them.

Still, we moved the things out and arranged all the displays, the tent, the bow, the kayak. And in came the sec 1s.

Like last year, I didn't interact much. I sneaked off with jack.

Saw Joyce aka jasline's kage bunshin. Went to visit the various booths at the higher levels, band/CO/ harp(sihua)/ Inno. Art and design mebbe.

I went home and changed after eating noodles with jack at clementi. Flew home and changed/bathed/ put on contacts and rushed to vivo, seeing jiayu jasline and a car accident.

I was 44 minutes late, according to that Tan Yan Ting >_> Screw her.

Started folding like a shiet load of paper stars which was so somewhat fun, then they sent me out to get people to sign stars, and i don't know why Goddamn singaporeans can't bear to waste 30 seconds to think of something encouraging to write for disabled kids so that they might have a new lease on life.

Too bad, don't say I didn't try to help.

Still, it was fun, even though I watched sihua decimate her rice bowl with cherry soda at Yoshinoya.

Chao came over for a moment and helped us a bit, entertaining us bit by bit on the way, CAMERAS STEAL SOULS ROFL.

Mr Ng wanted to treat us, but he brought too little money, but he still treated us anyway, damn nice right? :D

Today's drum was, fun, quarter note rhythms lalalalalallalalallallala.

Uptown girl, old, but tough =(

Lawl.

Mr Wee is cute.

Miss Lim is flamboyant.

Miss Kali is intimidating.

Miss Khoo is just, undescribable.

Today had some ownage assembly whereby those people who didn't bring ties stood at the back and took turns being humiliated, lawl, screwtards.

Went to visit boonbin at NUH, with a weird combination party of like, si3hua1(the name jack gave her), phionna, and joyce.

I think joyce is awfully entertaining and cute, rofl. She has like characteristics of a lot of people we know, plus her overall look is like miss yvonne lim, so we kept teasing her throughout the whole thing.

And I think through this whole experience, I kind of made some new friends?

Boonbin was in the children's ward ;D sooo cute, but I kind of pitied him after seeing his leg, he can't play soccer for a year =( damn. And he must be like soooooooooo bored in the hospital all day, after some time, our party left.

We went down to chinatown just to go to some travel agency to pay a deposit because sihua was going overseas during chinese new year, some crap, talked a lot of shit on the way, and on the way back.

Saw Wanzheng after taking 184 on the bus. It was like so stupid because I fell asleep and when I woke up she was like in front of me? o.o

Crap.

Okay, 302 '07, I got 3 letters. WtF?

Lol, but you guys seem like an okay bunch, especially at the awkward silence during the volunteering of the key taker-rer.

Of course, none of you would probably be reading this, considering that you wouldn't know my blog URL at the point of time at this post, unless you're some gay ass intranet tracker that hunts down real life people online for no apparent reason besides boredom.

Still, I'm glad to have Benny teaching me Chinese, yay me.

Okay, I don't know who the hell my teachers are, partially because teachers seem to split up into the upper sec and lower sec teachers, but who cares.

So then, maybe i could get to know my new classmates better other than retarded methods such as Whacko and Evolution.

And for my older friends, I've conviniently removed my birthday date and wishlist so that I actually see how much you guys read my blog, yeah I'm a whore, big whoop. Screw me.

And I didn't wear contacts today because I'm freaking kiasu that my eyes will pwn themselves if I wear too long, lawl.

And I found doing pushups and drills today fun, I'm insane, shoot me.

It seems that my valiant attempt to crawl out of this mild depression has failed.

2007 kickstarted itself with a boom for most people, I'm guessing. 302 '07 is about to materialize soon, here we come ownage dota team.

God knows everything in my path, perhaps I knew some of it too, but I will never be able to see what's hidden from my sight. That's why I've fallen down, broke down my heart, just to clamber back up and fight again.

My future, is essentially within my control, but fate never stops its continuating struggel to wrench it from my grasp, sometimes its annoying and I feel like punching it in the face.

Maybe I'm just emo, but I'm more goth than emo in my opinion, but I don't wear mascara, nor skintight pink shirts and think framed spectacles, I'm neither, I hope. Laughable musical cultures never work for me.

So like, I didn't improve my chinese much, then I know only a little bit more japanese.

And if I learnt something during the holidays, its that a decent meal costs at least 8 dollars. And that uzumaki ice cream is not worth buying, and that Mcdonalds and Burger King are evil. French fries, ugh.

And I tried to get drunk on Hooch and beer just now, I'm totally fine. Screw it, I can't even drink my sorrows away, even if it is good that my alcohol potency is rather high.

I can't wait to get back to drum lessons, after hearing "September" in watching Night of the Museum last night, I've been re-inspired to drum again.

Nicholas Lim Bing Yi, haul your freaking ass back to Singapore leh D: